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10.04.02- Almost killed myself drinking Sprite today- or was it just because my whole body ached? In any case it felt like a potassium injection which I think wouldn't be so great. You know when you chug soda down but breathe before drinking? Ah, feels like your heart's going to burst. Yes, I know I promised I'd stop drinking soda some weeks before; however, I drank all the orange juice and apple juice in the house and, there were some nine bottles of soda just lying there. I don't know, but I'm really thirsty these days! So about the news section. I'm taking Andrew's advice into actually making the "news and views" (more appropriately "news & thoughts") into a blog. Yes, a blog- that way more people would read it. Not to say people don't read it now- stats show 72% of dynamic hits go straight to the news section. As always, the reason why visitors read my news is that it is simply damn interesting. I've got the content and occasionally the style when I feel like writing well. Now the word like is used too much today and so is but. But I'm really tired and my arms hurt from taekwondo. Plus, I've (using too much of I here too) got this mega-super-blah (just woke up at 11p.m.) of an U.S. History AP exam tomorrow. And today it came to me that a lot of people in my school cheat! It's not barely the counterstrikes but as someone told me (I forgot his name- well all for the better since teachers now read wolfyserver, hah) for essay exams, what most people do is write the essay beforehand on the exact paper the teacher uses (no margin, medium-lined, smaller than usual 8.5*11) and as he so meticulously showed me- swap the blank with the finished with very much innocent gestures. For example, dropping your pen first, then the already written essay paper, and subsequently, switch the two while retaining a sitting position. A juxtaposition presented was the other way: placing the blank essay over the finished one. Or, simply- keep the essay under your shirt. Now, devious and cunning as these ideas are, I have morals you see (wink, wink). Seriously, I can't though since I sit fairly near the teacher and unlike the drunkard British- there's no doubt we'll have SS presence. That made no sense at all, I was emphatically contrasting vigilance and apathy. Anyways, why do I have lint on my shirt right now? Arg, moments ago- I had been mentally writing my news section in the shower and now, I forgot all the relevant points. Guess I'll have to improvise. As for my dietary habits, I'm eating better now. Beforehand I skipped meals on part of me sleeping instead or didn't feel like eating. Now with taekwodo starting up again, I feel rather tired and so nutrition is needed in my case. You know what's a great feeling? Having clam chowder or hot food and going to sleep. So cozy and nostalgic! I'd like to think of myself as a sexy bear who needs food for hibernation. On a side note, somehow microwave dinners are healthier than home prepared dishes in my house. By the way, I'm not that vain. Girls think that since I pay more attention to hair among other things. Actually, today my hair was looking pretty neat...! Oh yes, I now remember what I was going to narrate. My dreams! Hah, every news section should have a dream snippet place. That way, you'd get to know me, wolfy, and sleepy James. All three personas in one! In point of fact right now, I don't feel like doing that now. So here's the mission statement for my club that you can read, which I wanted to post in former news snippets. I'll be staying up all night now, bai! *Actually I do have more to say. Swatting this mosquito right now is pissing me off, and it's time for things that piss me off right now. [edited out] ... Grr, stupid bureaucracy and egos. We'd be better off with anarchy and car bombs. Well, since I promised Mr. Ramos (our school's IT guy) I'd keep wolfyserver safe, heh, there'll be none of that. Now to think of it, it's not a big deal since I can change the text and graphics under thirty minutes to any site I want. Perhaps the bls asia section will be turned into the website art & design official page. Or, any subset of wolfyserver.org2k3 - Basically that's the only thing pissing me off at the moment. Oh, wait- no, no, no. There's also this girl with glasses who said wolfyserver has not impressive. Clearly, her legs will be broken in the near future. That's definitely it for now, I'll keep my shrewdness till tomorrow. Read the following if you're not half asleep as I am: (total word count for news section: 34,580) Website Art and Design: Mission Statement Dear Headmaster Kelly, Last year, students of Boston Latin had the opportunity to take part in an innovative club named Computer Website Design. The idea and its ambition were commendable- yielding well over forty members; however, as a member, I had noticed much misbehavior noncompliance among the club. School computers were used for anything but website design: Certain individuals had been downloading files, playing online games, and were downright rowdy. Not surprisingly, Computer Website Design disbanded and omitted its existence for my sophomore year. As the President this year, I hope to prove that our club, with a different name and entirely different connotation, deserves a permanent position in the Boston Latin High School. The profession of a webmaster is as valid and affluent compared to any other. The school shares my belief by the induction of Webmaster 101. The online community is an ever-growing hub for commerce and free-flowing ideas. It is as physical and bodily as the servers, which power and link the Internet, and the jobs of people affiliated with the acronym WWW. A double-edged sword would best describe web-design: Anyone can make a page and post it online, though few are ever exposed to the masses because of technical difficulties and hardships. These difficulties make or break the webmaster. In actuality, "webmaster" is a term given only in seniority and pre-eminence. Web-designer is more computer correct. Most classes and entrepreneurs focus more on making a page- the easy part- than website management. It is not exactly a problem; schools across the nation and a significant part of users online follow this method. But to become successful and a benefactor to our inter-national, inter-networked community, learners of the trade must recognize the responsibilities of a true webmaster and be prepared to fulfill the demands of the job, the demands of the people, and their own aspirations as well. Instruction: We have an unorthodox way of teaching: Website Art & Design will bypass the usual monotonous tags and code. The present day online community does not distinguish websites coded by hand or with a graphical user interfaced editor. GUI editors such as Microsoft FrontpageXP and Macromedia DreamweaverMX drastically reduce the amount of grunt-work and leave room for creativity, art and content. Such software are 80% more efficient than notepad, a simple text input console made by Microsoft in 1981. Basic code and structure will be taught for understanding purposes. In the event that members request additional lessons, I have written a comprehensive tutorial for HTML. We will be primarily concerned with content and visual aesthetics. This club has particular emphasis on original CG (Computer-Generated) artwork. Adobe Photoshop 7 will be taught and used extensively. Techniques such as image slicing and the use of image maps will seamlessly blend navigational links with a site's layout. The included Image Ready 7 allows a simple, convenient way of designing banners for website promotion and advertising. A review of colour theory provides members' sites with an eye-pleasing panache. Photo-manipulation will be taught and presented using layers and stock photos. The integration of multimedia is key; subsequently, club members will benefit from an introductory Macromedia Flash 6 course. Music and sound is picked up quite easily, although they are not practical in real world matters. Members will have their sites online from the first day- instead of being stored in a local folder. Through interaction, our members will be one-step closer to success. Forums, tag-boards, and guest-books allow users to communicate with one another. In addition to the former being taught, a BLS Website Art & Design forum is already finished and functioning. Members will expect moderate writing in this class. All of our members' websites will serve a definite purpose- whether personal, financial, educational, et cetera. Benefits: Ambition, Acclaim, and Acclamation Prospective students in Website Art & Design will have all the skills and savoir-faire for entry positions in e-commerce companies. By the end of the year, remaining students will have picked up a professional and artistic style for website development and design. Due to an accelerated pace and the exclusion of repetitive code lessons, members will have a head start above similar school web-design classes. This course will shed light on administration abilities, problem solving, cooperation, ingenuity and vision. A webmaster is Picasso and Churchill at the same time; and, it would be of a mendacious nature not to say that everyone will benefit. Graduates may choose, with your permission, to oversee Boston Latin's own website, the layout of the Argo, or any situation requiring well-motivated and skilled individuals. Expectancies: An enthusiastic persona, attentive individuals, no tomfoolery or disturbances, and utmost respect for instructors and peers. Members will be expected to consort with and help each other. Club meetings will be part lectures with moderate hands-on applications. Majority of work to be home-based. Failure to attend at least 60% of meetings will result in expulsion from Website Art & Design. Date of meetings will be on Monday- one hour after school- or to be announced under unforeseen circumstances. Texts: No books necessary. Taught all from experience and self-written HTML tutorials. A plethora of outside resources will be provided. Server and Web Space: 50MBS accounts banner-less hosting with ASP support provided at no charge by 7host.com, 20MBS accounts from Liquid2k.com, and select space will be given by myself on my website wolfyserver.org: PHP4, CGI/PERL, and MySQL Support. (Uncapped download and upload speeds.) Costs: Free, everything will be covered by Club Committee. Server space will not require school resources.
Thank you for your time in reading the Website Art & Design Club's Mission Statement. We hope to hear from you and your administration shortly. Sincerely, The Website Art & Design Committee James Zhang, Class II Pei Huang, Class II 10.02.02- I went back to taekwondo today- just didn't have the time or feel like it for the last two weeks. After school, I ate a microwave swansom fried chicken meal. How's the for detail? Now the exciting thing is about the site. True, visitors are dwindling at an exponential rate, everything is unfinished and my staff is as lazy as ever... but I finished my beta layout for the BLS A.S.I.A. website! Yay! I think it's pretty good. Blends Asian style with 2k3 website design. Ok not really, but it still looks good. Took me around four hours total to get everything the way I wanted. Still, I have to do the guestbooks and forums for that as well- arg, need to transfer all that? In any case, I guess I'll use my own money to buy the domain blsasia.org or maybe something like blscommunity.com- and combine the whole school? My French teacher Ms. Valentin wants something like that, where kids can view resources or communicate online. I'm helping her with computers and web-design currently. And I corrected email passwords fyi. -James 10.01.02- I've been reading up on photoshop tutorials, from Adobe. Yes, after 2 years of playing around without reading a thing, I've decided to learn the basics all over again. Right now, the extract option in photoshop 7 is my favorite feature that I have yet to use! Anyways, wolfyserver is so far so good. Forums are kind of busy- not really. Guestbook remains unfinished, so is the tagboard. And I still have to put some scripts and art into the forums. Oh and CH Mod those things, hah. I made a few corrections (the Celcius thing in Edify Maybe- whew...) to the site and started working on the Boston Latin A.S.I.A. site, which I am webmaster of right now. That stands for Asian Students In Action. Only thing I've done for them before is write the August Moon Narration, eat their sushi, and that's about it. My club is going great- officers are flowing in. I need party people though! By the way, the meeting is next Monday! October something. Hmm, that's about it. - James 9.30.02- Ack, sorry I haven't been with wolfyserver for a while. Too busy with school and other matters. Looks like my Website Art & Design club was a success: we attracted 65 members at the fair. Hah, I think most of them came to see my Alienware rig though. So many "ooo" and "ahhhs" when they pushed the tray button! Well there was also excess club music and free candy and soda coming from my booth. Took around five minutes for the crowd to finish? Oh yeah we also had computer DDR for the Asian community- I got 176 combo in Midnite Blaze! Hmm, what else- oh yeah I'm disappointed by the statistics here: only 60 visitors a day now? Hmm, looks like those files really need to get back up there. I wonder if filefound ever found out that I had no files here... This weekend, I spent around 8 hours doing paper work for my club. Two hours for a mission statement to present to the headmaster, 3 hours of entering the signups of 65 people into computer, and three hours of writing little news notices for everybody: first printing, cutting into three parts, writing by hand, labeling with number, and categorizing by homeroom for distribution in six hours... And I already have half my lesson plan for next Monday written down and ready to go! Oh yeah and now I'm the webmaster of BLS A.S.I.A.'s website- I hope to make it more interactive and fun. The previous webmaster's work is at www.blsasia.cjb.net, I'll register the blsasia.org with my own money seeing how my school blew millions of dollars by buying useless $7,000 SONY projectors for every room. And now we can't afford toner cartridges. Dr. Mendez: "I mean, shit, it's still the beginning of the year!" Hmm, now about my partner Pei- he's making my life real hard with this trouble he's brought wolfyserver in. Nothing big, just really annoying. But I guess he's allright if he's willing to work in the club. Wein will be a secretary of some sort despite Pei's protests. Hey, if he's willing to work- promotion guaranteed. That is, the exact opposite of Leon's situation though: He wants to become treasurer, not do anything, and have this on his college application. Hmm, there's a lot to do now in Junior year. I still have to finish up my Prelude in Sonnet, a revision of a sonnet for someone's birthday, and write more narrations. But those things have nothing to do with school. Arg! So stressed out these days I guess. By the way, the quotes section has been updated. Andre was laughing his ass off reading them. Well, visit the forums often! I'm almost done with the PHP guestbook, Justin is probably working on the tagboard...probably. And I need an icon for my Admin position in the boards! Well I'm off to start my homework early Monday morning at 12:42 AM. 9.23.02- The forums are finally finished after many delays and inconveniences. Please visit them very often! Justin is making the PHP tagboard at the moment. It'll look exactly like the one on the right. There's no need for a poll code since the guestbook does that as well. I'll make a wolfyserver skin for it soon. We need to change the graphics and the colours on that thing. So I'm pretty happy! As for files, we'll talk about that later. Right now, I'll be making new graphics for our guestbook. And I'll fix any problems. Club night at my school is on Thursday, and I'm bringing the alienware for a grand presentation. Enjoy! 9.20.02- After finishing my first revision of "The Prelude Essay" I was very tired and thus started dancing for no reason. (I was trying to think of my other tasks.) Hah, my winamp has gone through 124 songs already. Well there's around 3 more hours until day break and school. School- fun and not fun at the same time. I'll be looking forward to my AP Composition class but wouldn't mind missing my Latin test. Oh yes, getting a PCMCIA PCI card adapter for my Alienware. On top of that- a 3com 56k cellular modem on Ebay. This lets me go online no matter where since I have unlimited nights & weekends, nationwide. I'll just use it for AIM and occasional uploading of files. There's a new scroller thing on the frontpage. Might be useful- but just as cool right now. The forums will be our monolith. I expect thousands sharing cracks, keygens, and warez files there. We will have plenty of moderators to assist with questions and troubleshooting. I'm striving for the largest avatar collection ever! Hmm, oh yes- our bandwidth is so far so good. 1034/3000mbs at the moment, with the month being almost over. If necessary, we will upgrade to the 300mbs plan (only 76mb used so far) with around 6gbs bandwidth. Any more, then we will be accepting donations for dedicated server hosting. (insert smilie here) 9.18.02- Good progress so far: every section is undergoing a minor update. Our communications project will be finished this week. Justin will start the tag-board with my layout. I am in charge of the InvisionBoard (chosen over Ikonboard & UBB) forum as well as the PHP guestbook and user statistics script- all provided by Smartisoft.com - As for layout, nothing new really. When all the jobs are finished, I will personally restore all the files in our downloads section. Dan and Jake, my two magi, will oversee the files section for updates and corrections. When the forums are finished, please visit them! This will be a paramount accomplishment since we will once again have a community of sharing and flaming. The chat java applet and server will additionally. 9.16.02- Somehow today seemed different. I had my usual three hours of sleep- the reason behind my contemporary complexion- and grunted my hellos at school. Amazingly, I received only one death message on my cell phone. And a lot of things started to make sense all of a sudden. I hope it's not macabre to mention my newfound inspiration? For the last few days, I'd run dry of ideas and pilots for my writing. As you may have noticed, the aforementioned Day in the Life was mediocre and needlessly dull. Even my piece on friendship appeared dry. Today was perhaps the point when I figured what I wanted in life. And love, I guess, would have to wait another day. I was so close; I thought I nearly had her there. I wanted to wake up from this dream- and indeed I was awoken- moreover startled, by a phone call from this girl around nine. Sardonic was the mood six hours before morning. The tympanic membrane in my ear burst as her tone deaf yelps penetrated through my auditory canal. I was willingly cold perchance. My thought bubble, in effect, burst and the world got dumber... just another day. 9.14.02- A Day in the Life of James 10:19p.m. My manner of thinking- how the thoughts come to me- is a cell phone overflowing with AIM messages; I can't answer along with the rate they're coming in- I eventually do, but miss out on the best parts. There's no sound way to start this Day in the Life since so much is going on. My "news and views" are strewn all over the place. I guess one way is to get the housework out: the restricted access section is not closing; in actuality, I've only started. A place to get everything out in words means much to me. And I hope you visitors will respect such privacy since articles are gradually unlocked. The next pieces planned are: "Three Year Friends," "My Thoughts on Friendship," "Life Goes On," "Personal Thoughts on Paper," and "CTY Narration 50 Pages." Of course sections such as the friendship and cty paper will be released on the public site. Now about my day- I'll have explications of these hours while leaving out the unmentionables in this news section. The way I see it, I'm telling more than I show. In any matter, it's "still interesting" as my visitors comment. The best way for people to learn about my person and this life is to notice everything that happens. And I will do just that: 24 Hours 2a.m.-2a.m. (12th-13th): Doubtless everyone has experienced the episode when it's 2a.m. and you still didn't do your homework or study. And you say to yourself: Okay, I just need a little nap- 30 minutes. You then surprise yourself at 5:30 still in bed and decide to cut loses for an extra minute. Yeah, well that's what happened to me- except that I didn't start studying or doing my homework until 7:20 A.M. Plus, I had four tests in a row. This was a Friday (for my exclusively doped visitors who have trouble with dates). My brisk through the Longwood Medical Area shortcut was hampered by my fickle vest; my back hurt with forty pounds of textbooks on my shoulder bag. Yes, this was like any other day. My teachers and visitors have told me how of a wiz I am with details- so I won't disappoint. My cell phone read 7:15 as I trudged near the oldest school in the nation. Overhead, Yao got out of his Dad's Camry and we started towards the main entrance. Neither of us bothered to talk- it was too early in the morning. My books were plopped onto the table- spilling its contents: Pre-calculus, my three main homework folders (one with hush-hush wolfyserver.org printouts), the Bedford Reader, a multi-purpose notebook and so on. One of the things my Crafting the Essay teacher did was pull items out of her three purses (it took twenty minutes), and left us to use our conjecturing skills with the aim of seeing what kind of a person she was. Around the semi-circle, everyone seemed to be studying for Frontera's test or rushing last night's homework- copying I mean. I grunted hello to the people sitting near me in homeroom. AP English was first- an easy and fun class for me, but no chance of doing homework or studying. Maybe the topics were too engrossing or that I didn't want to offend my wonderful teacher Ms. Shevlin. (Who also know about my website.) I hope she doesn't read my news section since I neglected to finish the previous two journal entries (of which I will do this weekend). Well lots of people didn't do them- and I already read the narrative a long time ago. (James Thurber - University Days) I could easily pretend to read my journal entry. Ah but I feel so bad since AP Composition is my favorite class! That one hour provided a small window of studying for the consecutive Math, French, and Latin tests. History AP was the buffer I needed to memorize all the memory-trodden summation formulas. And from browsing through my French printouts- I thought I could get away with it. Of course, I did- more or less. My eyes were constantly shifting from Mrs. Kirpatrick to my French notes, so innocently placed just behind my AP notebook. No doubt I made extra effort to make eye-contact with my fast-talking teacher. Somehow she hasn't called on me once during the whole two weeks of school. After the charade, my Math test awaited. I did above average without studying, but I forgot to solve the first problem- the easiest one too! Too stressed out I guess. My French test was a disaster since I couldn't hear the tape recorder clearly, and somehow in number one there were eight boxes but only seven people talking. Both my math and Latin tests required the exercising of counter-strikes, a term I use loosely among colleagues. Don't worry, I'm not going to do it all the time! I don't know if it's a cliché or not to say that lunch is my favorite subject at Boston Latin. I rarely have time to enjoy it since I treat my afternoon breaks as study halls. My seating is another matter. As I've told Xuan, the clique groups haven't formed yet and thus my seating arrangement hasn't been established. To be honest, I'm tired of sitting at the Asian table like last year. Like I really want to know what new cell phone you got or which girl has an ugly nose- or how you describe people who buy from Armani Exchange. During the course of the year- I sit interchangeably around the cafeteria. One day- Guaillos, other day hwaquais, and the next- people. Ah, just kidding- didn't mean to call them that. Most of the time I sit near the windows with Vinno, Anthony, Sean, Neal, and the rest. It doesn't pain me to be criticized for my associations. Leon says the only reason I'm not really in with the Azn crowd is because of my association with the white ghosts and the homeslices. But who cares really? I sit wherever it's comfortable or enjoyable to sit. And often times, my current table fits just fine. There's much shouting, ridicule, pondering, insulting, and discussing there. Oftentimes, hearing what my peers say or say wrong makes my day. Derek tells he hangs around with Drug-dealers at Brookline High because they have the best stories to tell. Indeed, we each have our tastes and individuality. I don't know about Leon- maybe he'll never change. Some of the stuff I want to tell you guys (cause you know you love to hear it) I really can't. For example, about certain people. In any matter- things picked up after school. As usual, I come into our school's expensive library to abuse the computers and their T1 connection. Come what may, the tech guy employed at BLS still doesn't know what I'm doing and thinks I'm like the model student. Can I get a scoff here? I'm uploading 400mbs of wolfyserver illegal content, chatting on AIM, on IRC, and downloading entire BoA albums under his nose. He doesn't check my IE history like everyone else- cause every time he does- it's a clean slate! Hah, good old neglected Netscape history. Well, works for me! Ah and I have to tell Muching I changed my password so it won't work for her. (She lost hers, and I thought I'd lend a hand. Actually it's not that hard to steal a couple of passwords for future use...) So I got the new 9.12.02 ATI Catalyst drivers and caught up with people online. Wiggins hangs around me to enrich his HTML studies and Andrew "leeches" off me as they say- it's just an innocent following of me around. Pei wanted me to hang with him around the school even though there weren't many people left at 3:45. But in the lobby were Vinno, Anthony, Jeffrey, and others who've come back from soccer. And so I borrowed the ball and got a mini volleyball game playing. After "wussing" out the ball too much, I tracked home. Also, Anthony gave me a coupon for 50 cents off a Pepsi Blue which gives me a reason to try one. That reminds me: the three good deeds I've performed that day (I try for at least three) were: Lending my cell phone to this lady, teaching Wiggins what the F11 key does in Internet Explorer (hah, try it if you aren't aware), and the last one was the most interesting. Now it might seem that I like this girl, but I'll tell you and all my friends who're reading this: it's not her- but other girls. As the bell rang on AP Composition, I really wanted to rush to my next class for a pithy study- and as I wiggled past Maria and Maria in my row- I noticed Muching who was much like myself in a rush. I'm very observant, and I noticed her butterfly hairclip in her Bedford Reader dropped to the floor. I gave her person around five seconds so that she may notice its absence. Thus, while she was turned around fumbling in her book bag, I walked in front of her and placed the hairclip on her book- walking out quickly for my next class. So either she noticed me picking up the clip or she got the shit scared out of her when the silver object appeared out of nowhere. Just the little things you know, that make my day interesting? Now that I've proved myself to be a master of interest- time for the real purpose of my entry. But as of now, there is no purpose- no purpose that I will be willing to explain at this moment. So that sums up this Day in the Life of James - nothing really happened today.
Current Songs: DJ Tïesto: In
My Memory, Mind Circus: Way Out West, BoA: Valenti (ENG), NIN
Closer. 9.12.02- I'm back again with new updates to quotes archive, layout, and edify maybe. Starting this week, the long-awaited file restoration will begin as well upload our software archive to satellite servers. Forums, guestbook, and tag-board remain undone. The restricted access section is wrapping up and coming to a close. All sections will be released upon further notice. As for me; even though I'm not getting much sleep- I'm enjoying my Junior year and my classes thus far. I regret not being able to make a tribute for the incidents of 9-11- would have made a flag banner or something. Well we all have our different ways of dealing with September 11th, as do I. I've heard much discussion about overdoing and capitalizing on the tragedy. I believe the networks did a fabulous job in their programs- there were no commercials except for 9.11 related ones. Even at that, they were only 1 minute long. I guess there's no right way to say it. But if you had lost a relative or a close friend that day, would you want them to be remembered? Well, that's that- I just wanted to say something about yesterday. As for now, time to study. Talk to everyone later. IM me on my cell phone if you're bored. 9.11.02- A day of remembrance and reflection. One year anniversary of the unspeakable tragedy afflicted to the thousands in the World Trade Center, the Pentagon, and in Pennsylvania. Life goes on... 9.08.02- School is going great! I already told you how I love my classes- English AP Composition in particular. All we do is write what we think! Latin III is very interesting with Dr. Carroll teaching. French was pretty much a study since poor Ms. Valentin had laryngitis. All my other classes are excellent too! I'm currently studying for my PSATs in October. So building vocabulary as I speak. Volleyball tryouts are in March so nothing to worry about. Hmm, I was about to write something a propos to how good people are at listening. Better yet, listening to me about keeping messages in one IM while messaging me. (This was before I got unlimited text/AIM/email/mobile-mobile message receiving.) But I think the best way, and most succinct way- to sum things up is to lists some quotes:
AIM Mobile: thatbiggbadwolfy signed on.
There are no buddies online.
artificial jake: i really really really need my email to workage
xxchesterxx:.
Aznxangel42991: 0:-) See? Even Leon knows how much AIM costs- he keeps his message to the point: d3mig0dd: sup, i cu got the mobile aim, well can do much 2day so c u 2morow @ school.
Okay it is rather funny how Yao
single handedly cost me $1 when I went on AIM for 23 seconds.
If I didn't have unlimited recipient messages right now- I'd
tell everyone to try to keep their thoughts and greetings to
one IM. But who cares now! Unlimited, hah. So keep on spamming
people! Oh I'm going crazy... -James 9.04.02- Intergalactic by Beatie Boys was playing in the background. I looked down at my U.S. History AP book and on page four was "Planetary Perspectives." (The song goes: Intergalactic, planetary, planetary, intergalactic.) Maybe it's a sign! It's 10:44p.m. right now, and I'm debating whether or not to spend another five thousand words narrating my first day of school? Yeah, I know I missed American Idol purposely to do my English homework. The assignment was to write a timeline about your past writing experiences. Of course, I went overboard and wrote two pages- but it's writing- the thing I love to do! Plus, how can you keep sixteen years to a page? Here it is:
James Zhang
September 4, 2002 ... continuing with today's news: The day started at 2a.m. for me- I was busy finishing my summer reading notes which, on account of Mr. Sanford's lenient persona, are actually due Monday. Shall I take time to demonstrate me smacking my head? I dragged myself out of bed and made my way to the mirror. I shifted my face to see my tired eyes. I said: "James, you mofo, this is the first day of your Junior year. You better not fuck up. Also, don't forget to be a mackin." Outside was pouring rain and those days are when I like to sleep in the most. Took me around thirty minutes in the bathroom to get ready. Yes, the signature Acqua Di Gio, the gel for sharp deadly hair, and lots of other things- My toiletries per say. Indeed it was raining heavily- When I made my way towards Longwood Medical Area to Boston Latin, my Claiborne pants were half soaked. I kicked the water out of my dress shoes and made my way into the familiar school scene. Headmaster Ms. Kelly was waiting for everybody with an umbrella in hand. The procedure is if you arrive before 7:25 you wait in the cafeteria along with the other thousand or so students. (I forgot the actual head count at BLS) I merely sat down at the nearest table to the door. Too many familiar faces and quite a few new ones. Philson passed by, Sam was waiting in line, Mikhail said Hi, and hundreds of people I knew were eagerly awaiting their ascension or destruction of their academic year. Needless to say, Junior year is extremely important- the most. This is when you build your portfolio for all those artificial schools and colleges. You can be an asshole- but with a 5.0 GPA, an asshole who gets the better school. Today was all about first impressions. It was the first day I've seen Leon wear jeans in school! Today you meet your teachers and peers for the first time, and you will learn to live with them for 180 days. If you read my previous entries, you'd know I was actually excited to go back to school. True, this is the period of time where you are hyper-active and want to do your best with your work. Obviously, you'll never be like this for the entire year unless you have the orthodox Asian (not AZN in this case.) parents. Exampli Gratia: Derek and Xuan. I got assigned to homeroom 125- found out asking the teacher since I threw the envelope with the number out. Yes, it's the W,X,Y,Zs- 90% Asian in all respect. I recognized nearly everyone there. It was the second year I had Ke in my homeroom. Before being assigned seats- I sat next to Qi-Wei, Gordon, Jeff, Bo, and Wayne. There were also Fang, Henry, Kenny, Garfy, Nancy, Anne, Adrienne, Yuan, Wu-Ching, and other names I can't seem to bring up at the moment. Around over two hours of homeroom to do paperwork and go on AIM on my Nokia. I have to say, after being screwed by the school system for two straight years- getting hardest (not meanest) teachers: Ms. Shea and Ms. Insanally, I have finally been blessed with what I presume to be the perfect schedule. Day one follows like so: 1st Period: English AP Composition (Master: Ms. Shevlin ^-^), 2nd Period: Precalculus (not a sad face but maybe (';') for neutral. I don't like his strict demeanor, but he's a good teacher), 3rd Period: Français Quatrieme Année Honours w/ Ms. Valentin (we had to speak French the first day! Whew, at least I passed. Je suis né le vingt-huit mars. J'aime les ordinateurs et je joue au volleyball.) The schedule is screwed up for the first two days so I had 1st lunch now. I won't bother saying who was in my French class since they're are too many I know. First lunch is great with Qi-wei, Leon, Vinno, and the rest being there. We still need to establish our Asian table. Xuan's in it also- so yeah, pretty interesting ... Fifth period was Latin III with Dr. Carroll: The young one, thank god! He's such an enthusiastic teacher! And it will be much easier than Ms. Shea. Ms. Shea, isn't a bad teacher- she is merely traditional and kind of strict- but I kind of know how she feels. Well, most people just get straight Cs in her class. The funniest thing happened in that class. As you may (or may not know) Leon (along with everyone in Class B) is in the class. Like how he was two years straight, Leon fell asleep during the introduction, on the first day of school. So he had his head in the book, and Dr. Carroll just stopped talking and looked at him. Obviously the class erupted in guffaw! And Leon was still sleeping! That wasn't the funny part even! We were practicing reciting Latin after being dormant for three months- and getting to know everyone's names. The teacher asked "Quid est nomen tibi?" - which means "What is your name?" And we had to respond in a full sentence with "Nomen mihi est ..." This is from the updated quotes section:
Dr. Carroll: Quid est nomen tibi? LOL, ROFL- just hilarious. Dr. Carroll is a wiz with words and languages as well. He let on his understanding of Russian, Deutsche, Français, and espanol. (After all, we hear him talk to Ms. Shea and Mme. Brun in French all the time.) I learned that an "ort" in the English language means residue on a plate. I.E., left-overs. "Mother, excuse my ort- I need to finish my homework now." And even though sic in Latin means "yes"- he reminded us that "Ita" would also do- it means indeed. After Latin II, was my study class- where I just dozed off and the teacher came in 5 minutes before the end to take attendance. Usually, I sign a pass to go to the library to chat on AIM or to upload wolfyserver files. (It's not really allowed but with such an ignorant I.T. guy who checks Internet Explorer history and not Netscape...) Last two periods were ELA Honours and U.S. History A.P. with Ms. Kirpatrick, whom I informed will screw me over because of her hard classes. I'm ready for anything! Mr. Sanford was the guy proctoring my A.P. entrance examination for English Composition. He's a cool guy (it's been forever since I've used "cool") who'll let us watch movies of plays (Macbeth and others), eat in class (not sandwiches), and use a panda bear as a bathroom pass. He teaches college students after school so he's pretty in touch with adolescents and adults. Immediately, I knew this was going to be a great class. We're going to do poetry too! I sit next to Pei and Bo at the moment. Last class of the day (in all 20 minutes' brevity) was U.S. History A.P. - From the course overview it seems we will be doing a lot of reading, not writing. Suits me just fine! Since I'll need to read more than write to become a better author. Plus this balances out two writing classes! I like the teacher even though people say she's very hard. Well, we do have pop-quizzes almost everyday. That reminds me, I need to sign 2 agreements for school tomorrow. Leon was making monkey faces at me and obviously wasn't paying attention. The day ended- I walked around and spoke with friends. Then I decided to head home to get some rest. I watched the first 40 minutes of the 2-hour American Idle Finale. Then I just went to my computer and typed up my English homework. Oh damn! How stupid of me! Rolling on Floor Laughing: I have TV tuner on my computer with my All in Wonder Radeon 7500 64mb DDR. Ack! And so ends my day. It's 11:30 now, and I still haven't read my History homework. Only nine pages though. I have to wash my laundry! Current song: S.E.S. - "Show Me Your Love" Till later- whenever, you knwo the drill. - James, webmaster of wolfyserver.org 9.02.02- A lazy summer's day yesterday. I can't display any constructive results except finishing the 8.31.02 upload of wolfyserver. Visitors around the 100 range- mediocre, but there are no files and the site is technically not open to anyone yet. The official launch is 2003. Justin was away so I couldn't talk to him about the forums, guestbook, tagboard. The tagboard can be done with tagboard.com quite easily but I want my site to host it with all the trimmings. The problem about blending my layout with their code is that I don't think a picture could be able to use the form submit. Maybe, but I'm not sure yet. And my OCD compels me to keep my nifty "tag" picture instead of a grotesque button. The SMTP emails at wolfyserver.org are working great. I just gave Dan his own dan@wolfyserver.org email. Sorry If I'm not on AIM often; you can still contact me with a cell-phone email (6173063533@mobile.att.net). And finally, I have gotten real people emails about wolfyserver. That reminds me- I need to upload spam filters for my mail server. As you can see, the frontpage has yet again taken on a new graphic design. It's a metallic text banner. I could have put metal wires, plastic effects, or other things I'm learning to do right now. Nonetheless, I want this site simple with a straightforward design. That is why our left bar still has text links. I haven't found an idea for mouse over buttons or flash buttons that looks good with the rest of the layout. In addition, I'm glad you people enjoy the quotes section. I've received several emails about the qarchive. Even if I'm reading it for the 30th time, it still cracks me up. Check once in a while for new updates! The new quotes are placed at the top most of the time. For the CTY Section, I need to delay my narration since school is coming up and my summer reading notes are due. So unfair! Twelve books to read and write about! Thank god I double checked with the library reading list since my friends told me I only had to read five. AP Composition requires another seven! I should really read more than I write. At the moment, I'm reading Tom Clancy's Executive Orders for the second time. The detail in the prologue and setting description is definitely something to be commended upon. I read it over and over again to improve my own writing about places skills. If anyone doesn't know: EO started the dramatic conclusion of Patriot Games. The Japanese pilot Sato, who lost a son and a brother in the recent war, crashed his 747 into the Capital during the swearing in of VP Jack Ryan. So that killed POTUS, FLOTUS, all nine justices, and nearly all of congress. Very dramatic book- and this one has everything in it. Anyways, just to let you know- I've picked up a book during the last year. What else... School, hmm- it's coming up. I'm not nervous at all. Quite excited actually! Nah, I don't want to ramble about the importance of junior year. It's already been said. Hmm, yes- my cell-phone finally has a custom ring tone I got from the laptop. It's the FFVI victory fanfare which suits me quite well being a Final Fantasy fan. Yet, it always makes me jump when I'm taking a nap and my phone rings. When I get back to school- I will be able to upload all my warez, cracks, keygens, serials, and mp3s using their T1 connection. So expect frequent updates. I really love my site! Ah! Man, wolfyserver has given so much to me! Inspiration, an artistic sense, power, authority, acclaim, fans, my very own cult, all these things including kudos and props. I can't believe I've actually thought of shutting this site down. True, and my friends back this up- this site sometimes is more trouble than it's worth. But that's only when I got to deal with the FBI. Love this site, hah! Oh yeah, I just remembered: need to talk to you about my lazy Sunday afternoon. I got up around 11a.m. when Andrew called and said I had 20 minutes to get ready. As if there was enough time to shower, use facial cleaner, lever 2000 my body, brush my teeth, use mouthwash, put moisturizer on my arms, use deodorant, put my contacts in, use my hair lightener/conditioner, comb down my hair, and then gelling the spikes! Not to mention dressing up and spraying some Acqua Di Gio on... Yeah, I'm not a girl- don't worry. I just like performing my morning toiletries. My sunglasses got broken by Derek so I took my visor, Andrew's Card College books Leon left here eight months ago, my prose book, and around 20 cds in an envelope- nine of which were wolfyserver file discs. About Derek breaking my visor: (oh no, this is going to be another life in the day of James!) We were outside 333 Tremont at the Church of something doing community service. (every Saturday, 10a.m. to like 2p.m. - I always get there at 11a.m. and we jettison out at 1 to avoid cleaning.) We had to greet our visitors and Derek and I got a little rough. I wasn't actually sparring him or trying to kick him. He got my pants dirty and when I walked up to Andrew- funniest thing ... This was like slow motion for me. I was in close proximity of Derek who thought I was trying to kick him, so he brought his foot up behind him in a snapping position. What also snapped were my favorite pair of shades. I was like: "Noooooo...... MuuII Shhhaaaadddeeesss..!" No matter what Andrew says, that snapping sound was not the funniest sound in the world. So then I started yelling and all sorts and that continued on the T ride home with Derek. There's a funny quote from this incident in the quotes section. I'm not telling you so you will have to click there! Anyways, now back to the lazy day. We stopped by Star Market to get Andrew's daily dose of Trix, Kix, and something else. He was eying the cookie crisps and I was like: You want to die? At any rate, I waited for Andrew at his kitchen while he downed two bowls of cereal and read comics. It was a very invigorating day to be exact. He showed me his string raving with socks. He tied these socks to lanyards instead of glo-sticks for the purpose of not getting hit in the crotch. We were doing something when Uri arrived with his bike after a race. Ah, this is getting to be too long. Basically, we didn't do anything at all except play badminton in the yard, ride bikes, and get ring tones. Some other funny things- sorry to disappoint you but I'm really tired now and am going to make some new art. Stay real and keep reading my stuff. -James 8.30.02- I apologize for yesterday's news bulletin. I suppose there was too much time on my hands. I didn't really mean what I said- excuse my critical stupor. The site: Well, it's going along nicely. Art seems to be at a stalemate. I spent over six hours designing new graphics- and then trashing them. They looked good the first ten minutes though many didn't fit with the layout. The tagboard beta preview is complete. After PHP coding, the board will be fully functional. The guestbook still needs to be done; same goes for the forums. The frontpage graphic- after 4 hours of designing, redesigning and choosing from nine different possibilities, has been left without the left hand graphic. This solves the issue of simplicity and needless complication. I must admit, obsessive attention has been focused on every aspect of the layout. Title bar backgrounds, colour of line breaks, text placement, and many other things. The final layout will be awe inspiring yet relaxing to the eyes. As for content- two sections in the restricted access section have been unlocked: the aim logs and the colour poems. CTY narration is still in the works: check it out to view some random memories. The frontpage graphic will, obviously, be changed dramatically after I get some stock photos. I've been creating all my art from scratch. I'm thinking of a picture of a girl with monarch butterflies on her nose. It'll be much airbrushing; though, I think I can do it. Now then- I'm exhausted and will continue my work at a later date. School starts Thursday. Can't wait. *by the way as an addition- (this should be tomorrow's news since it's 3am): I beefed up the security for the restricted access. Now there are over 19,000 clickable inputs. In the restricted section, everything is unlocked including the coveted conversations page which takes around five minutes to load since it's very in depth. In addition, a new poem I wrote just now named "The Simple, Half-Truth" has been posted. - webmaster james 8.29.02- Rain, rain, rain. I can't help but sigh! My days are quite dull and mind-numbing. Everyone else is doing their own thing- staying home or at friends' houses playing video games. Me? Apart from experimenting with some art and wolfyserver, there's rather not much to say. Of course I continue reading my American Prose book, listening to music and looking up words in the dictionary. Id est, I can't wait for school to start. No one is calling me! Ah... friends! Hate them all. Blah, I can't even go out because of the rain- can't find that umbrella. Thus, today is as flat as to my groans of misery, boredom, and sorrow ... in fact, hmm- time to get angry.. ah, never mind- I won't say it ... arg- fine, here it is. My friends can be real assholes not some of the time, but most of the time. When you're acquainted with such people for an extended period of time- whether they be called multi-serving friends or 'true friends'- you find out - scratch that. Asshole friend number one is Leon. To tell you the truth, I'm on friendly terms with everyone except him. With Leon, friendship is usury, blackmail, and disgust. Sometimes, I just want to hit him in his smug face with a 2x4. Yet, I have so many accounts of him being good and decent in the past. But this is right now, and right now- that monkey would best be perforated with 7.62mm rounds. Two things pissed me off, like way off. First, we all were shopping at Copley and I had to buy a visor. So I bought a Nike visor that I've wanted for the last two years. So the moment I utter the words "that one"- Leon smacks me on the head. He told me earlier to get the ugly adidas one. Now, I think Nike corporation made these visors so they can sell them to millions of people to make a profit. Also, it is come to mind that I wasn't cramping his style- his visor and my visor were completely different. But Leon, who thinks he's the most original asshole out there, somehow was a bit dense- and decided to get revenge by blackmailing me after I bought the visor. Earlier, I mentioned shopping- and we were shopping for a gift for this girl. And we were all debating what- book, jewelry, keychain, and whatnot. And Leon proudly states he's going to blab his ass off. That point in time, I was so infuriated that I couldn't even talk. And I talk quite a bit. Luckily, he didn't do it. So these borderline incidences always piss me off. And for god sake's why can't I borrow small thing such as dvds from him? I let him borrow everything! And he still has my belongings. The imbecile wants my seventeen inch Triniton monitor because the one I traded him for his 14inch, after six months, started to act strangely. Well, it looked pretty fine when I went over. Does he think I offer a warranty for that long? Me? I played fair and said you can have your 14inch back, and keep the seventeen inch I traded you. Not good enough, he wants my Triniton. Where's the logic behind this? And today, when I called him on my cell phone- he just picked up and hung up. No doubt too busy playing his video games at his gay lover's house. I know he hung up because my Nokia said call ended. Arg, this makes my blood boil, Everyone takes advantage of James- eg, me paying for lunch, snacks, whatever- and I get jack shit in return. Well not everyone- at least Andrew realizes these things. I may sound a bit harsh right now- pardon my state of mind. Nonetheless, some people are just dumb asses- they get away with being the plague of society and usually the hardworking guy gets screwed. Aren't there any nice people out there who go out of their way to help and lend a hand without being called 'someone's bitch?' Well I get called that sometimes since, I, I don't know what was wrong with me, was kind so to speak, to people. I don't know why Leon, Wein, Yao, Andrew, and others talk behind my back though. I guess we're just friends for too long. They think rumors, et cetera wouldn't offend me. They really don't, actually. Just pisses me off. I tend to let them have their fun. It seems that everyone is unfair to me, and only me. It's not selfish if you consider the facts: I'm not weak- and they say I'm weak. All the while, I know so many others who are more venerable. In addition, why does Andrew always correct my grammar or spelling when I rarely got it wrong? For god's sake, I'm trying my best to brush up on my vocabulary for AP Composition. He does this when Leon can't speak correct English and he can't even spell elephant! They don't consider any one else. So close minded! I never target people like them. And might it come up, I'll just keep my mouth closed. And I'm getting sick of this thing with the girl. Everyone is bothering me about it. The stress is too much. I am so goddamn passive. I keep, all my feelings and thoughts in my head. Why does the world mock me for being different? I mean, I'm not Machiavellian, I'm not greedy, and I'm not fucking conceited. I'm quiet, cordial, warm, friendly, and everything I thought was a good thing. These individuals just take advantage of it. Am I to become the same? This never happens to anyone else I know or my friends know: all the ridicule, disrespect, and gossip. Leon says 'we're your only friends'- bullshit. I have hundreds of friends whom I know personally and many more on AIM and online. Even when I have autographs and confirmed anecdotes from camp or wherever, he still doesn't believe me. Not when Derek is making all this shit up to make me look bad. For ever and a day have I harbored these feelings- that phone incident was the last straw. You've probably heard me mention that piece I wrote about friendship. Four pages- all pleasant and inspiring writing. Well, I am glad- so glad that I lost it. They don't deserve it. I hate, truly detest, these abominable "friends." And don't fucking call me a hypocrite. Too many people don't even use the word correctly. How are you supposed to know how I'm a hypocrite? If it isn't for a small handful of people I know who aren't like this- I would tell the whole world to fuck itself. This brings me back to the idiot who erased my guestbook for no goddamn reason. Thanks! You'd think sixteen year olds, by now, would have some common sense. But no, those potheads don't know beans, only kava kava beans. I say, sell drugs to them, let them all overdose and we'd have less of a problem. Drug dealers, it seems, are excellent businessmen and would do well on Wall Street. The problem is, people are given too many rights. Not to support An-archy here; though, that's the reason progress is trailing behind. That and religion- always keeping science and technology behind. Hello! That's just the pope's way of getting indulgences and bishops getting little boys. It's all a sham. Take it this way. So, I don't know if God exists, but what I do know is that I exist. I'm living, breathing, and writing now right? Therefore, god doesn't exist. If you say he exists, then you are inferring this from who knows what. This is not a fallacy. I'd be well laughing when you die, and discover there is not gate. You lived a sham and got screwed over. Think about it long and hard. Maybe that light people claim to see when they are near death- that's just their eyes fucking up huh? If God exists, then aliens exist too. Why can't he shed his teaching over those little critters? Well I won't be debating this any further. We'll see in the end. And how the Siddartha have this vision? And that guy who founded Mormon religion? Perhaps they were both schizos- one rich ass schizo and one nutcase. Well, that's it. Sorry if I ruined your life with these answers and resolutions. Veritas. -James, webmaster 8.28.02- From this day forth I am never drinking soda or eating spicy foods ever! Arg! Goddamn pimples- hate them like smelling bad and scratched cds. So I'm going to drink this pristine discovery called water. Anyways, jus thought I'd declare that. I went to taekwondo today and I have much to work on. Good friend Yao helped me review my forms and even missed his class in doing so! Well, I can't upload my files yet, so it's quite bothersome. Also, I think I'm experiencing wolfyserver remission: my efforts and spirit have run out! I'll be taking a vacation after the forums, guestbook, tagboard, tutorials, and files are done -James 8.28.02- From this day forth I am never drinking soda or eating spicy foods ever! Arg! Goddamn pimples- hate them like smelling bad and scratched cds. So I'm going to drink this pristine discovery called water. Anyways, jus thought I'd declare that. I went to taekwondo today and I have much to work on. Good friend Yao helped me review my forms and even missed his class in doing so! Well, I can't upload my files yet, so it's quite bothersome. Also, I think I'm experiencing wolfyserver remission: my efforts and spirit have run out! I'll be taking a vacation after the forums, guestbook, tagboard, tutorials, and files are done -James 8.27.02- My next written piece will be 'Origin of the Kissing'- and is just what the title suggests. It's always perplexed me! Seriously, where did mouth to mouth come from? And how did it come to have meaning? At any rate, back to the site. As you have noticed: we have layout 8.1 partly finished. The left bar is temporary until layout nine. Then, we will have a streamlined interface relying on image maps and the like, instead of text links and boxes. On the right bar is a preview of the tagboard, which Justin still has yet to finish (including guestbook & forums). There are many other subtle changes and we still have much time till the launch of wolfyserver.org 2k3 in the year 2003. Files, obviously not working since I never got to the uploading. Right now I guess I'm relying on my art, layout, and writings to keep visitors in. We still have a steady flow though! On a personal note: nothing really happening. School in a week and a half. Can't wait! I'm so bored. Wish more people would call me! And also! Hah, I can't read long emails on my cell phone- so keep it under 110 characters! Try to squeeze some in the subject box, heh. Not to mention, I can't read hotmail or other http emails: including epatra, eurosport, and yahoo. I can read my own mailbox well (eg, jax@wolfyserver.org <- jackie's email) and justin's (titrationx@evilattitude.com). Anyways, I guess I'll ramble some tomorrow. Current Song: Eagle Eye Cherry, Save Tonight. 8.26.02- As for the transition into wolfyserver.org 2k3, I am focusing on art & layout first of all, then forums; afterwards- file downloads, emu & rom, reminisce, tutorials, php guestbook, tagboard, cty section, restricted access, and so on so forth. Today I finished our last and final frontpage graphic (for the 2k3 project that is). As you can see, I'll be moving on to the navigation bar, and trailing to the body section of wolfyserver. Then all the other pages will follow the novel layout. Personal commentaries? Well, yesterday I went deep sea fishing with my dad and the day before- went to Leon's house. I got seasick after an hour; though beforehand, I was the first and quickest to catch any fish on our boat. Four bluefish in under twenty minutes. They were ten to fifteen pounds. The trick was to just let the line go all the way to the bottom, rather than the captain's suggested 25 feet. So it was a bitch to reel in because of all that line and plus the fish was fighting. In the end, wolfy succeeded at endangering the bluefish species; and then he got seasick. Yes, I had to call Andrew for an hour to get fish, the smell, and throwing up off my mind. Now, I'll never be able to eat fish again! Well the day at Leon's house was quite interesting. I came there to upload my wolfyserver files; however, a normal day turned out to be anything but. I had to play Dynasty Warriors 3 with him on the PS2, then capcom vs. snk2. Of course he kicked my ass in Dynasty warriors (it was my first time playing! "e-l-e-f...you know the rest"). In SNK2, I kicked his ass but it was sort of a tie. Well, he owned all those games and I didn't have a PS2! While I was using wsftp and talking on AIM, I let Leon borrow my cell-phone- without discretion, and with all my numbers in there. He called Athena's mom and told her he loved her. No doubt I had to apologize profusely; her mom was nice and understanding though. "It's ok, and Athena will be back at 6:00p.m." Then he just randomly started calling people (I regret having unlimited weekends & nights...) and leaving obscene voicemails. I had to repair the damage and tell girls that I, in fact, wasn't madly in love with them. Yet, his boredom sprouted into harassing of my AIM buddies. I'm sorry Jackie and Amanda! "Leon: Sup. James thinks you're fione." "Jackie: I think he's fione too." "He really likes you. He just hides it. Do you like him?" And: "You know James really likes you." Apart from causing irreparable damage to friendships, it was all right. Leon, it seems, has all sorts of wacky ideas in his head. When I asked him to help me find my sunglasses, he said I'll help you if you let me take a picture of you holding a sign that says I Heart whomever. "I'm a really good finder." Luckily, my bickering got him to agree to use another name than the first one chosen. Thus, I had to write: "I <3 Jackie -DJ James" on paper and smile genuinely. There were other things, though I won't bore you to death with the details. I finished the August Moon shortened narration. I hope May got it and didn't forget the restricted access password. And my bejeweled score is a record 27,600! Yep... -James 8.23.02- Well I got my cell phone. Still need to get the Final Fantasy ring tone from Andrew. It's a Nokia 3360- an average phone, so not a problem if lost or otherwise. Good thing is I can send and receive emails. I posted the addy on my frontpage. Unlimited emails, but only ten cents for sending. Now I have unlimited nights and weekends- meaning anyone can call me then and we'll have an interesting chat 3am in the morning. So besides that, busy schedule this week. Not only do I have to finish summer reading- have a lot of writing to do. May said the August Moon (unabridged) was very good- just need to talk about the event more, than the person. I am currently undergoing revision 2. Actually, I lied- I didn't start it yet, heh. Instead, I've been working on the CTY section. Since Amanda asked I finish the "hotlist"- I did and then got so caught up in the memories, I put yearbook autographs on, finished the extremely long contact list, and typed up the whole writing anthologies to display online. I am 50% finished with the CTY section. wolfyserver is right now at 70%- absent the files, emu & roms, the forums, and a decent guestbook. Other than that, we need a new layout. Well email me as much as you want- I have unlimited receiving. And call me! Hah, payce. -James 8.21.02- A Day in the Life of James (Music: DJ Gryl's Freestyle Club Attack 2: Track 11, Feeling: Inspired) 1:17P.M.: Aiiya, I didn't even start my summer reading yet- and I have to do both Honours and AP reading! Well pink monkey will help out with that. So my thoughts today? Well one thing for sure is that I shouldn't have slept so late. I usually go to bed at 1-3am and get up around 12p.m. (in the summer that is.) and that really wastes my day. The good side is that I have great dreams. No none of that hardcore whatever stuff- I can vividly picture and live through them and even remember them when I wake up! I'm not going to bore you with the details of any of my dreams anyhow. Hmm, yeah so today I just corrected some scripts and that was it. I'm at a complete loss with the August Moon Narration. I got to Part III although now, I have nothing more to write. And I'm in between the ideas of polishing it up or leaving it as a Anne Lamott's "shitty first draft." There are a lot of great ideas there though I think I'm missing the focus. Anything publishable has to have that right? Also, even supposing there wasn't a time limit- I have to finish this before Henry does something. You know, writing is all that I have to- how should I put this- connect to a certain crowd to get a certain girl. Actually, ok I have other things (and other vague nouns) - but this is what everyone's interested about these days. Otherwise, I'd be just a random kid. Damn this is hard... This narration has taken me over three days, the longest ever. On the inspiration scale, I'd have to give it a 9/10 - contrary to the Mystical Night narration whereupon I could just pour my heart out. This, however, isn't about her entirely. And that makes it fresh; less scandalous, and has more focus on the other things in life. Allright then, so new theme. Another problem is that I can't remember most of the names that day. Well we'll see where this ends up. Might be an okay thing, or it will be a great thing. Hey, I kind of like this xanga/journal thing here in the news section. It's better than keeping my views all bottled up in my head. That's another thing I do- this is why I have trouble sleeping. It's not the caffeine or anything else. I just take around 2-3 hours sometimes to make up speeches in my head, try to make up quotes, or plan out wolfyserver. You know the best invention would be this device that takes your thoughts and puts it in print. It would save a whole lot of time and we'd find the answer to life- if there is one- much quicker. Lalala, now it's 1:17p.m.- I skipped breakfast and had cheerios without milk for lunch. Funny how I'm not picky about food anymore. Oh yeah and here's an update on my journey into getting jacked up. I am progressing rather quickly. I just need to work on triceps and do some shrugs to strengthen my shoulders. What else... so I'm getting that cell phone this weekend- no more procrastinating. I have it all planned out: Final Fantasy VIII or X victory theme song for my ring, and then mod the hell out of it with shiny lights and the like. Wait! Here's another random thought: I've noticed how when I was in third grade and later on in elementary school- I really had a hard time with my journal entries. Sometimes we'd do these freewrites early in the morning. I'd always write about the weekend and how I did nothing but read and play video games. Now, it seems that I have everything to write about. I can even make my shower sound interesting and riveting, explain how buying a Nike visor tested the friendship of a multi-serving friend, and so on so forth. And I'd really like to get this out: Andrew was right. I am just using her for inspiration. It's true. With other girls, I'd simply click with them: have fun playing volleyball, making jokes, or acting goofy. On the other hand; in this case, it seems one way street. Maybe I was wrong all along. Was it merely an attraction? Now I have yet another word to add to my 'moot list' in my vocabulary: attraction, infatuation, obsession, affection, love, et cetera. If attraction is just as dangerous and treacherous, what is infatuation and affection then? Such topics boggle the mind. At any rate, back to the matter at hand. She's seems a bit, well, boring. What is inspiring are my efforts I suppose. It's not to say her personality is entirely wearisome; rather, it's oblique and unfounded. I bet if I got to knew her better, than the true love would come. Though, what if I do get her? What would I do then? Without a doubt, I'd be full of ideas.. well that is thinking too much ahead. I'd like it more if it was spontaneous- not planned out and then executed to provisions. Eg, lending a pen to someone and then there is the contravention of each others' fingers on anything but the pen. And it's just for a few seconds before these gushy apologies. Maybe I think too much, like Leon said, about "Hollywood movie shit." Even so, if I do or don't win her over- the game is over. Where would my ideas come from? Such a situation would be really dull. Nah, allright I know now- I can write about the two possible outcomes: defeat and being trounced (and being a pessimistic individual?) or- joy and happiness? I don't know much about that though I could never write dark poetry or about miserable things. I can't keep this up forever you know? I only have less than two years left. Geez, the problem with me is that I plan out too far ahead (my parents would probably wish that I did this for many other things...)- I'm thinking about spending our lives together- marriage, kids and beyond. I don't know many people at this age who would think of that. Well, Andrew would. I asked him sincerely if he was going all the way. And he responded: No, I don't believe in sex before marriage. I told him: "You ass, I'm talking about marriage." So he would marry Mingjian. Good for them; I hope I get to be the best man! Then again, you know some people only find true love when they're forty or even fifty. Exampli gratia: Richard Gere and Julia Roberts- Ok they were two movies but well written in any case... And can we really find true love? My perspective has changed in the past few months from love at first sight to you can find anyone. I can't remember who I heard this from; we laughed at it somewhat and exaggerated its deepness... "every girl you see has one quality that no other has and you like that. so you find true love..." Great, now I forgot the rest of that sentence. The most important part too! So I'm reading Derek's essay now on his "true love." It's not as stirring or detailed as the one I wrote at camp- though, I have to admit, his sounds more genuine. Ok, yeah I know the one I wrote was another Mystical Night narration since our assignment was to narrate something that affected our lives. I thought, hey I already wrote it so easy assignment. It wasn't easy at all since I already wrote about it- I was all out of ideas. The result? I think it was just an insult to prelude and to my writing. So in his essay, there's an anecdote of how he hid these feelings for a girl named Rachel at his swimming practice. After the years, he finally confronted her, and let me bring up the quote so the emotions reflect accurately. By the way the title is "Keeping the Silence." Kind of generic if I may say so...maybe "Enjoy the Silence?" Well: "3, 2, 1 ... The pool's front entrance opened. Rachel stepped out with her bags and tossed them beside me. My eyes fell back to the open page as she smiled and waved. She sat down and looked into the street awaiting the arrival of her father. My stomach quivered as I looked at her one last time. 'You know you're very pretty,' I said. She looked at me with a puzzled face, 'Huh?' [see how clueless girls are? -James] 'I've admired you for about the last year, but I've never told you,' I mumbled, eyes shifting from her face to the ground. [I really like the "shifting" repetition in here] Just then, my mother exited the pool with my brother. I picked up my bag and slowly walked to the car. For the last three years I have not spoken to her. In fact, she stopped talking to me. Although this memory lies in the back of my head, Rachel's impact remains fresh and stolid. I realized that if I had listened to my mother, at least I would be speaking to Rachel. Whenever I see Rachel in the hallways of the Brookline Public High School, I always laugh and smile. [wtf, oh I see, in his heart...heh- be really weird to laugh out loud in the hallways to the girl who broke your heart huh?] My mom was right this time. Perhaps I give my mother less credit than she deserves." OK, so his motif here is listening to his mother's advice. Perhaps Mrs. Yee (who's very hospitable) has had similar experiences with boys and such, that she would know. In my opinion, it's not Derek's fault here. That girl was just another bitch right? I mean, so he got up all his courage and actually said it to her (something I'd die before doing). And she, basically ruined the moment with a "Huh?" And never talked to him again. Youch, see that's what I'm troubled about. Then again, in Yao's case- after he confessed- the girl talked to him even more and more- or he says... You never know. Yao's kind of an egoiste though a good friend- heh, ok I'll save that for later. Well it's 2P.M. now and I have nothing else to do so would you like to read Derek's essay? You're gonna read it anyways, hah: (Aiiya, I type & talk too much) Ok, just as a note: Derek wrote this while sitting next to me and after we got like talking about Prelude. So some things here share resemblance. And pay careful attention- there's some subtle humor and great lines here. Btw, Derek is Asian (not Azn yet) and his mother is a bit like all Asian mothers- study study study study! Keeping the Silence [Enjoy the Silence] Rachel was the first and only girl that I was truly attracted to. She was there the first day I entered the Tappan Street public pool. The large building contained three large pools and two diving boards. I would practice five to six days a week and she would always be present. I talked to her at the pool back then when we were younger. Now, I hardly dare glance at her. Times change. I had no experience in expressing my private thoughts to anyone. Rachel was on my mind all day, every day and I could not tell her how I wished to walk with her, to talk to her, and to hold her hand. It took me much courage to speak to her. And since I saw her five days a week, I had to use a lot of courage. However, when I spoke to her, things went well. I would ask her formal questions; for example: how school was, what she did that day, and how fast she would swim the following set. She would respond with an answer; a smile, a laugh and some questions for me. I would tentatively listen to every word and memorize her every facial feature. How I did adore that smile. After practice I would sit outside on a rock bench and complete arduous homework assignments while Rachel would hide amongst friends. My only restriction was my mother. "No thinking about girls yet!" She warned. I feared the thought of my mother discovering that I admired a girl. It was already too late and I paid no heed to her advice. About a year after I began thinking about Rachel; one incident changed everything between us. Earlier that day, a persuasive friend of mine convinced me to reveal my affection for Rachel. Swimming practice ended and time crept closer. "Tell her!" Echoed in my head. Then the thoughts of my mother's words caught me. "They will distract you from your work!" The echoes battled each other. The pros and cons, the right and wrong. What would I do if Rachel laughed? How would I live with the shame chained to my ankles like massive weights? I hastily dressed up and left the locker room. I opened the door to the bleachers and the wet musty chlorine infested my nostrils. I sat on the bleachers and pondered the future action of events. Peer pressure, peer pressure, and more peer pressure. Then came my mother's warning. The hinges absent with oil screamed as I pushed open the doors. With an artificial, and apathetic visage, I walked out of the building and tossed my swimming bag onto the rock bench just outside the entrance. The cool breeze of the dark night enveloped me in doubt. I wiped my sweaty palms on my dark baggy pants. Quickly glancing at my watch, the time read "6:15." Another five minutes and she would come out of the locker room. In that time I pulled out my English homework and began reading. Nonetheless, I had to constantly wipe the sweat from my palms. How would I tell her anyway? I lifted my eyes from the page and checked my watch. Too late. 3, 2, 1 ... The pool's front entrance opened. Rachel stepped out with her bags and tossed them beside me. My eyes fell back to the open page as she smiled and waved. She sat down and looked into the street awaiting the arrival of her father. My stomach quivered as I looked at her one last time. "You know you're very pretty," I said. She looked at me with a puzzled face, "Huh?" "I've admired you for about the last year, but I've never told you," I mumbled, eyes shifting from her face to the ground. Just then, my mother exited the pool with my brother. I picked up my bag and slowly walked to the car. For the last three years I have not spoken to her. In fact, she stopped talking to me. Although this memory lies in the back of my head, Rachel's impact remains fresh and stolid. I realized that if I had listened to my mother, at least I would be speaking to Rachel. Whenever I see Rachel in the hallways of the Brookline Public High School, I always laugh and smile. My mom was right this time. Perhaps I give my mother less credit than she deserves. Very nice, see how I said this sounded genuine? In fact, it is just so. Derek thinks he's bad at writing though this proves he is pretty good right? Looks that that course really did help him. And this was in all probability hard for him since it was his first time writing about love, etc. Hah, he even tries to write poems now. Great influence I am right? Well for all you girls who read wolfyserver news: Derek's email and contact is in the 'contacts section!' Well I think this about does it for today's a day in the life of James huh? I think I set a new record for how long a day's news is. Doing word count right now... 21.940: so including prelude's writings and faqs, tutorials- the sum would be around 31,000+ words. Not bad.. I guess I'll get to the August Moon Festival narration right now... and like rub ice on my hands. *Update: I finally finished the first draft to August Moon! Yay! 9:53P.M. now. I'll get Andrew to read it and help me with revision two later. 8.20.02- Well I am back from my 2 day vacation away from wolfyserver! Today I finished the cover page and made a few subtle changes on the main page. Now it is ready for wolfyserver 2k3. Many things need updating and files are still at a stalemate. I apologize again for this. Right now, I am trying to finish up the August Moon Festival Review. I'm all out of ideas now- I think it's over 5000 words at this moment. Then again, I need to edit it and polish it up for May's ASIA publication. Rather, without all the personal things that I don't want in print. What else... that's pretty much it. I'm not on AIM very much anymore, though I'd love to chat. You guys can send me mailage at my new addy james@wolfyserver.org! Oh yeah and the CTY Commentary I promised Cathy... Damn that is going to be around fifty pages. Maybe I write too much... well everything here is going to help me later on in AP Composition and whatnot. I've been reading some Selzer and Lopez, also Mairs- they are sooo good! Ah, when I read that I just think how crappy my writing is. Then again, these people have been writing all their lives and I've only had sixteen years. Well this still gives me reason to brush up on my vocabulary and grammar. I think I'll do another word count of the whole wolfyserver project as the end of the month draws near. My OCD commands me to change the left title bar- it looks so ordinary! It's true- I've used too many lines and linear techniques here. The next step is to blend the graphics and the layout seamlessly into one. Also, I will need to make some flash animation- just a bit to prove that we are multifaceted. Bandwidth is fine- around 40mbs per week. It's obvious I'll need to upgrade later on when we get our files back... So that's pretty much it for my report today. Wow, only two more weeks till school! I can't say that I don't look forward to it since I really want to get back and be around so many people again. I even have my wardrobe ready for the first day! Hah, I'm so krazy... And you know what? This is my XANGA. Hah, if you didn't know- xanga is similar to a dead/live journal thing. Except they pretty much make the page for you (that's including the amateur scripts)- and well, I don't like it. At least it doesn't have as many ads as asianavenue.com - which is a disgrace to web design. I think I'll be writing another A day in the life of James sometime soon. Well, that is definitely for the news today! TTLY, KIT, etc. - James 8.19.02- I felt like taking a vacation from wolfyserver. Andrew says it's too much of a hassle really. I've carried this on for three years, but I have no intention of giving it up. So I guess I had some fun for a chance- hung out with friends a lot, went shopping! And I concentrated on some more important matters in my life. So yesterday was the August Moon festival in Chinatown, Boston- not the official one according to the lunar calendar, but good enough. I volunteered for the event and had much fun. Well if you want the full story, with the full details- log in to the prelude section in restricted access and part one is already finished. Estimated 6000 words. I also just spent two hours designing the new cover page. It looks very sleek and ready for year 2003. Thus, a new layout change will occur- to opaque style. You can see the transition effects of wolfyserver projects in the reminisce section. Soon these html pages will be added to that section. I think the new project name will be wolfyserver 2k3. Stay tuned! Much more coming. I'm almost done the august moon narration! 8.13.02- I just love this host! I only had to spend 2 hours changing .JPG files to .jpg- like it fucking matters what case it is- no not to any one of my previous hosts. Just this one. What the fuck? I had to go through EVERY html page and change the extensions in html format. And now I have to re-upload everything since the html files have to be in accordance with the newly changed picture files. From now on- all files are lowercase! You know how many picture and html files I had to change? 573- that's how many. Arg, so bothersome and wasteful... Files are going to take a while to reupload since my dummy hosts force me to upload each file one by one. And also the CTY page is up and running! Yes I think it's a great layout. Not many of the sections are up though it's enough for a peak. I'll be really busy writing these things! In the restricted access section- the highlighted conversations have been updated. Prelude is in its ninth revision. Also, I'm thinking about unlocking the restricted section since many of the works there people really should see. Hmm, I don't know. Well I am very pleased with wolfyserver progress. Right now I'm reading the instructions for ikonboard. Also I'll need to set up a guestbook with no banners. In addition, Justin will do a tagboard for me. Files are gradually going to be uploaded. Stay tuned! It's gonna be greeeeat! -James 8.12.02- Just got back to Boston- the train ride wasn't that long. I worked on revision nine of prelude and rewrote colour 255. Also I wrote about some thoughts on friendship. That'll be posted in the writing section. So I'm getting a cell phone like this thursday. Whatever, I don't really care. Oh yes, I got my tutoring check despite what yao and leon boasted about. $252 (+40 that i have) for my spending! weee...hah but wolfyserver is all set. So I'm thinking- another bottle of acqua di gio, new haircut (my hair is kind of long), hair lightener, crest teeth whitener ($40..), a volleyball, and I got $150 left for new clothes for school. I'm not going to buy computer stuff or games- i'm past that stage now. Really, I don't even play any now- I have GTA3, JKII, and like countless games- I only speed a couple of min (well not GTA3) on them and quit. I'm more interested in wolfyserver, writing, and looking good right now. Plus, I have all these new friends to talk to! 183 buddies now. In addition, I'm spending time talking about gasoos and ackdongs on solid07.net forums and chats. Silver Certified member baby! Hah. Wow long time since I've actually said stuff in the news section. Oh yes, and I have to buy birthday gifts for some girls. So I'll post my cell phone number on wolfyserver and aim- so you guys can call me. Drop a voicemail or something since the plans are gay- no unlimited incoming- and i only get 400 minutes. I'm going to get the aol instant messenger service on there. Hah, type like 3 words per minute as opposed to my 80-120. Now my room is in disarray and I have to put everything back...ugh. At least CTY was soo fun! Ah I still need to write about it. Don't worry I keep my promises cathy! Yeah so I guess I'm all set with my money since I already planned it out. Oh shit, summer reading. Well Spark will help out and so will that adorable pixilated pink monkey. Hmm, nothing seems to cross my mind at this moment. Not many new revelations. Oh yeah, I have to resume my taekwondo lessons like the day after tomorrow. Tomorrow I'm going to andrew's house to set up wolfyserver.org and just to talk about all the things that are up in my head! So Signs was an awesome movie- freaked me out. I have to go see goldmember with people later. Yeah, and I need to do my reps. Haven't lifted in 2 weeks. I need to buy a volleyball! On Sunday when I was at mom's place in PA- we went to this business party and of course it wasn't my kind of party- just old people sitting around and eating vegetables. I played volleyball (and bit of badminton) for around 3 hours there in the grass. Great workout- I actually got tired since I didn't move my ass in two weeks. What else can I say... well time to get back work! -james *btw, the quotes archive has been updated- couple more pages of your favorite hilarious quotes! 8.09.02- Ok so Liquid2k.com is working again- great, so we have a working mirror. Now as for hosting- Jake and I have found the best one yet. www.host4students.com - it's very affordable since it's for students i'd assume. we are just going to try out the basic plan since our total html pages and art do not exceed even 20mbs. The plan has 200mbs, 3GBs of bandwidth and full PHP4 and CGI/PERL support. I know 3GBs seems small but it's enough for now. As for files- they will be hosted on dummy servers which names I will not divulge just yet. That way we won't violate the TOS, which is rather lenient in this case. So I will be transferring files today or tomorrow. Keep in touch. -James *3:18 p.m. update: aiiya! Just realized that HALF of my news section is missing! 7 months of news! No wonder it didn't take 2 minutes to load. Stupid frontpage express. Yes! I know dreamweaver mx owns it and so does frontpage xp. I have both at home, but I'm not home now am I? Goddamnit! Even though I have wolfyserver files backed up 3 times on my alienware, and on 5 disks and 9 cds complete with warez/cracks- I need it now goddamnit. Ah, I'm so angry... 8.08.02- Andrew is supposed to be back today. Oh yes, here I am again! Sorry for neglecting wolfyserver. Nevertheless, I did appreciate the 200 constant hits a day without updates for a month and no files working. I am working on my CTY narration as of now and we are going to use pay hosting, uncapped as soon as we resolve registration issues. I will be back in Boston next monday. Since the narration is extremely long and unfinished- here are some shouts out beforehand: Hey there Jackie, Athena, Cathy, Jean, Angela, Michelle, Emily, Karen, Lydia, Kayom, Amanda "Cookie," Barbara, Lucy, Sydney, Jill, Garvy, Cleo, Amy, Otto, Yvette (oh ethan!, hah), Francis, Amira, Kei, Lizz, Betsy, Anna, Karen our TA, Instructor Ms. Etkins, Lisa, Maria, Grace, Nicola, Sophie, Joan, Laura, Melanie, Tanya, Jamie, and any other girl I might have forgotten. Now the homies: Alec, Ahmit, Derek, Julian, Ethan, Spencer, Andrew, Alex, Seth, Andrew, James (tall), David, Frank, Jefreey, Jeff, Alex, Mike, Wilson (clean up ur shit!), Josh, Ray, T.J., Mike (krazy one), James (short one), Andy, Dan, Mike (asian, rave guy), Ravi, Stephen, Friederich, Joe (hah), Justin... hah! that's it. Wow, longass list. Mail me if you have any comments. Also for those of you who did not know: the guestbook has undergone some "changes" if you will. Please read the following comment I made earlier: August 3rd: I wasn't feeling well after my CTY camp experience. It wasn't atrocious at all; in fact, it was the exactly the opposite. Now that the session is over, I can't return since I am beyond the age limit. Also, I didn't feel any better finding my guestbook compromised, plundered and "raped" to be blunt. Now I promised everyone wolfyserver.org will have another professional host; Liquid2k (although I am in your debt, you have become quite unreliable) was the temporary hosting my while I was away at camp for three weeks. I will commend my devotees and fans for keeping the daily hits at a constant 140 a day- without files, cracks, warez and everything we stood for. The fact of the matter is that I think some of you are idiots- born with fetal defects on account that your mothers drank a bit too much Absolut or she got pounded too many times by too many men- thus creating a steaming pile of shit which is commonly referred to as you. Oh I'm just kidding: id est only some of you. Even my drugged up visitors who do crank, cocaine and hemp are better than some people out there. What I can't possibly comprehend, in my sixteen years in this world, is why anyone would target my guestbook. Usually, hackers (if there any real ones left) target my sites themselves and only for idealistic purposes. Exampli gratia: to strike back at tyrannical figureheads, corporate fat cats, or people they have a strong disliking for. This belligerent on the other hand stated that I should have found a better guestbook host than the free one I had selected. Ok great, I got your message- couldnt you have emailed me instead of erasing a part of History? I mean 300 entries from so many acquaintances and complete strangers What I want to know is what wolfyserver.org did to you, the perverted guestbook-rapist fiend and everyone else. I will tell you what- the ability, no-the privilege- to download what you wanted: warez, cracks, serials, keygens, tutorials and the like- without any banners, disgusting pictures or bullshit false links. We did this for 3 years, rebuilding the site each time it got shutdown. What did I, the webmaster, benefit from? Countless nights fretting about my site, whether my visitors were satisfied and what files I should upload tomorrow. I gave my heart and soul to wolfyserver, and I got JACK SHIT: no money since we are non-profit and no respect, as demonstrated today August 3rd- the guestbook dilemma. Im not blaming all of you since I recognize the good in most of us. It breaks my heart to see things like this. We are accusing, battering, and not living in harmony. This is why America is going to Hell. Because of stupid people. What did I feel today? I felt as if the terrorists crashed a few more planes into our nation. I felt like my true love had been raped and murdered by a boyfriend. If you, the so-called hacker, wanted to devastate me emotionally- youve won. I am just not feeling well at this point in time. Now I will regard my fellow human beings less. I will distrust my people, and eventually, become a cynical, bitter old man who will go to his grave swearing at the injustice and the crying shame of the world. wolfyserver.org will now, finally undergo a drastic change. HPVCA software seems to merit no appreciation. I am fighting a losing battle. I have to fight against the FBI, corporations, squealers who report my site and idiots like white lancer who erased my guestbook. There are so many four-letter words I can mutter right now; nevertheless, it will not amend such matters. If truth be told, I regret my decision since I am ruining it for the fair players. So this is it- not surprisingly- wolfyserver will not participate in HPVCA until further notice. We have no obligation to re-upload any files, and I have no interest in paying for servers that will host our files. I used to receive emails of thanks. Now, I just get spam and virii sent to my more-known email accounts. I have better things to do such as working on my studies, feeding my passion for writing, continuing my taekwondo lessons and many other things. If you read all the way down here- Im glad. I feel much better knowing how just one individual identifies with the way I feel. I guess you guys should stay tuned for anything. -thatbiggbadwolfy,
james - webmaster of www.wolfyserver.org 7.05.02- Call me an irresponsible webmaster or whatnot- I do, however, sincerely apologize for my absence. Yes, none of the files are working and it is the nature of the site to be distributing- nonstop. Issues and affairs have came up that I've had to attend to. I've been working out at BC, hanging out w/ friends, and today- I joined Tae Kwon Doe. Jake is not back, so I can't buy hosting again. It seems it will be another four weeks till wolfyserver.org receives the professional hosting facelift. Right now, I've got to sort through 1700 mp3 and burn them on CD for Johns Hopkin's CTY camp in Lancaster, Pennsylvania. I'll try to keep everyone posted, but till then- farewell. -webmaster of wolfyserver.org, james tbbw 6.27.02- A Day in the Life of James 6:03A.M.: First thing's first: I have a splitting headache and I did not sleep from yesterday to today. So don't mind what I consciously/subconsciously write ok? This will be a new feature: A Day in the Life of James- I'll probably do this every so often since I tend to write a whole lot. So if you don't like to read or it's just that you pretend to read but can't- leave now before you get so absorbed you read the rest of the news section- which is around 18,000 words. Let's begin. Oh yeah, I'm writing this with winamp off, but I can still hear Summer Vacation by SMTOWN Various Artists and Amazing Kiss by BoA in my head. Notice how I am not listening to music... I should go back to yesterday on the 26th, at 11:00 A.M. GMT-5. Andrew's phone call woke me up and asked if I wanted to go to Boston College for basketball and swimming again. I declined since I was sleepy and needed to work on wolfyserver in anticipation for my leave on July 14th for Johns Hopkins CTY camp- so that Justin, Dan, Jake and others could take over without screwing things up or getting caught by the FBI. Actually at this very moment, I cannot discern what happened yesterday from what happened two days ago. Subsequently, the story might get a little- what's the word... whishy-washy. Heh great English AP skills huh? Oh! Now I remember, the servers fucked up the day before yesterday- ok, so I don't have to do a lot of swearing now. Anyways so I just went online to finally upload some cracks and update the chat and forum. Good old reliable Justin- always on 24/7 along with my other raccoon brothers. Heh, raccoons... Sorry, just a little out of it right now. Hey this is like that thing with Freud- subliminal writing style- just write what you are thinking and kill andrew stuff upload freaking 400mbs infomercials. So basically same old for couple of hours. Of course I talked up a storm with Justin about the site, coding, and random things. So far, his logIM file is 1mb of ramblings. At around 3:50 P.M. Leon called and wanted me to come to Andrew's house again. I told him no since I didn't feel like it, I was still in my boxers, and I didn't do my hair yet. Well they threatened to break into my house and drag me to Andrew's house in my boxers so I gave in and went to take a shower. Yes, everything was going great- forums up, great guestbook entries, file updates- so I was satisfied with wolfyserver's performance. Now I said to myself- Great James, maybe you can have fun now instead of constantly obsessing over your site and exercising your Stalinist hold on your staff. Leon's PS2 was still at A-dog's house so I could kick Andrew's ass with Mai in Capcom Vs. SNK2. (Hah! I beat 3 of his characters with one Mai!) Plus, air-conditioning was also promised as part of the deal. So Andrew's mom picked us up- ah! air conditioned minivan! Guess what happened when we got to his house? Power outage in South Brookline! What irony! Now we can't do shit. Ok, hah, this is how our lives center around electronics. In essence, we were sweating because of no AC and had nothing to do. Well what was the only other option? Monopoly! Oh god... Well good thing I didn't have to do anything. I just ate those cheese combos and chugged Nestea while they roll the dice and get the bling bling for me. It got boring after 20 minutes and after people stole my money while I was wearing Leon's dark sunglasses. Thus, we went with my plan: Get Andrew's laptop and use the remaining juice to watch Summer Vacation and Amazing Kiss over and over again. Then we beatbox-ed the KnightRider theme. Then we sang Fly Me to the Moon by Frank Sinatra. Of course, I was the only one with vocal talent! It got so hot each of us forgot what we were talking about or doing. Leon amused himself looking through a kaleidoscope. I was just basically swearing. Finally, Andrew and Leon took my advice of going to the dark basement where it was cooler... yeah.. Ok before I tell you more about the story- you should know that I get a little freaked out in a pitch black basement. The former and both of them mentioning the Blair Witch Project, Nocturne, and Bloody Mary did not help the situation. At least we had the laptop. It got so tiresome that I opted to open up AIM+ history and we took turns at reading IMs in funny voices. It was very hilarious! Especially when we got to my IMs to Andrew which almost prompted his mom to come down due to the expletives. Reading IM-logs lost its zeal in no time; we turned off the laptop and decided to just talk. This is where it all gets crazy and illogical. First, Leon and I were fighting Light Saber battles with pool sticks while sitting down. Andrew was doing the star wars theme and Leon and I were doing the Light Saber sound effects. This lasted for about ten minutes. Afterwards, Leon brought up the fact that I wrote a 118 line poem for someone I liked but didn't write one for him or Andrew. I humored his request by pulling stuff out of my ass and we came up with a really funny concoction. I don't remember exactly what I came up with but it was a spin-off of Prelude. Poetry was followed by a game of lupism which I invented. You say one random sentence and the guy after you has to start off his sentence with your last word. (It's explained in the edify maybe section). Clearly, playing with Andrew and Leon just ruined the game given that all they did was ridicule me and bring up someone's name over and over again in our game. Next, we were raving in the dark with these red lights Andrew had. Anyways, when that stopped- Leon just brought up how scared of the dark I am. For the next hour, they would constantly haunt me with tales of horror until I cringed on the sofa and screamed like a girl. Yeah, that was real funny... If you must know, I subsequently ran up the stairs. Overall, it was a fun-filled day at Andrew's given its originality and how we made do without PS2, laptop, and electricity. I guess the old-fashioned way of pool-stick light saber battles in the dark and exclaiming 'bloody mary is behind me' beats electronica anytime. Due to the lack of interest and entertainment- Leon and I left at eight. (the power would come back on at ten) While we were on the T- we just talked about stuff that will not be mentioned here... Oh yeah when I was about to exit the train at my stop in Brookline Village, Leon said stay motherfucker and kicked me in my shins so I couldn't move. Anyways, we talked more while I was rubbing my shins. You know what happened for the rest of that day- it's at the bottom. Yes, how unfortunate for the whole community! A major setback, but you know just read the preceding news. When I got home around 9:15, I immediately found the ftp not working and Justin showed me a log where it was evident that I was banned from the server. Well it wasn't that bad considering this has happened to me a lot before (about 23 times?) and everything was backed up. Still, I felt remorse for all those hours we toiled making the site perfect! Well my buddy list cheered me up! As soon as I signed on, everybody for some reason knew what happened. I immediately set up a chat with my staff to discuss future plans. Meanwhile, ppl were consoling me and cursing the host that 'raped me' (Jake) hah! Yeah I guess it was bad but ah who cares... We'll get another one going in no time. The American Can-Do attitude! I couldn't really sleep after I logged off. Thus I took out my Grammar reference book, browsed through my quotations book, read old issues of Revolution magazine... ah so wearisome! I went back on AIM around 2 and stayed for a good two hours. During which I found a wonderful host for our site! www.prohosters.com . I joined the IRC chat and got to know the Admins. They thought cracks were illegal. I brought up how tolerant prohosters was (eg, defying FBI request to remove the Daniel Pearle homicide video) and convinced them otherwise with lines from my disclaimer. Well now they think cracks are perfectly legal! Hehe, good ol' mind control powers. I still have it! Now that I'm friends with the host- we will be purchasing space today. Well just when I was getting into some humorous dialogue with the admins- my dad came in and told me to turn the computer off. Damn, it was so quiet too! My lights were off and I turned off six out of the ten fans in the Alienware. Now I really couldn't go to sleep. By this time, daylight was breaking out, and I decided to watch some tv. Maybe that'll help my headache... Nothing was on except for infomercials. I first watched the one about the acne solution though I forgot the name (how could I? they only mentioned it 90 times). Next came the Gazelle Elite body exerciser with this really-hyper trainer who was screaming and yelling everywhere. Hey it convinced me! Now I have both the infomercials' numbers down. Seriously! They are so persuasive- I can't wait to order my QuickChop, Sobakowa Pillow, or my Gazelle machine. The Gazelle was only $14.95!!! If you want the number email me, lol. So that pretty much sums it up. After watching 2 hours of infomercials, I'm here writing about one day in my life. Now I just have to edit it so it's readable. 6.27.02- Not surprisingly, this host did not work out. No warning- just banned. There goes 100+ hours of hard work and labour. We lost around 300mbs of files. The wolfyserver project is extensively delayed. A big loss... But no, I am not giving up. I'm not letting those assholes win. This is something me and my staff are adamant and unyielding about. We will persist- never give up. Even if our run was three weeks- it's still better than not doing anything about. As a result of this setback, my bearings are finally clear: wolfyserver.org will never shut down. We will use every dirty trick and the most taboo of hosts to accomplish our goals. We will fucking set the example for everybody and every bullshit site out there. So what if we violated every item in the terms of service. Do I care that the site alone infringed over 400 copyrights? Not at all. Those fat cats are just money grubbing scoundrels. If software is worth paying for- people will pay. wolfyserver will not be like another scour and napster. It takes four hours at max to set up the site. All html files are optimized for random server switches. Are software companies scared? Of course they are. They are so dim-witted that crackers breach everything. And all the hosts not even allowing links- what the hell is that? Scared fuckers... well we're not intimidated. Long live the wolfyserver empire! 6.26.02- Part Two: (6.25 Tonight) I don't know where to begin... I guess I'll say it straight out: This hosting sucks. Were you thinking of anything else? Anyways, it all began at 10:23 this morning. I was trying to upload some html for wolfyserver and I received 530 ftp error. Then wolfyserver.org was a page not found and everything went to hell from there. For the whole day the site kept working and not working. It got so slow that I was uploading at 1kbps. At this present time of 10:09pm EST- everything is back up and running. All is well except the miserable speed. It seems a trace shows the site going through 4 eastern states, then to england and back. Really smart! Why not just gimme a straight line so i don't have like 50% packet loss. Arg! No wonder it is fucking slow. I gotta go bitch to them- but the bitches aren't there! Live chat my ass. I'm proud to say I gave my host 1 star and submitted a notorious review of the service- not to mention the seven emails i sent to tech support. Justin has his site on a Rhode Island server! I'm like 2 hours away here in MA goddamnit! Krazy british people. Anyways so I am really irritated right now. At least the forums are coming along nicely- we have like 10 members, lol. I guess I gotta go job hunting and join the tae-kwon-doe class tomorrow- i'm always procrastinating! Somehow, getting kicked in the face by leon the instant I put on my uniform doesn't sound so great. Well it's all part of the plan to get jacked jump and kill people. Well I'm only doing this and buying clothes at structure because of all you shallow people! Goddamn! I need to really control my anger. Winzheng pisses me off. Winner of the World- what kind of a fucking slogan is that? The files there are useless and he has goddamn 9 popups every five seconds. Just pay for $9.95 bannerless hosting WinShit! Cracks.am is in washington, dc and not on 'a private unknown' island. That's not far from Quantico or Langley... Too many banners on these sites these days! The internet is dead. Somehow wolfyserver caused a chain reaction that rendered stats4all.com not working, my mailgods email not working, and a whole ton of other shit. Check out the quotes section and crack section for new features. Drop a message by the forum in 'thatbiggbadwolfy' if you need to talk to me- chances are I won't check my email or mailgods will take forever to check it. Ah fuck, someone is using the fucking phone so i can't goddamn get online. I was going to talk to someone too! Curse you fate and webhosting! By the way, the quotes archive isn't restricted to just classical quotes from dead people- if you look carefully, further down: you'll see the personal/humorous quotes. 6.26.02- Ok avatars are set up. We only have two- webmaster one reserved for myself and justin's. I put two new cracks up today- by the end of the week it'll be around 30 new. The exploits section will be our next goal. I'm not sure if we should have the chat- we'll just get one set up and let forums be primary. So if you ever want to talk to me- i'll either be on AIM or in the forums. Check out the warez section for those rare working links. Justin and I are bitching to the host to fix the speed here- it's like capped at 11kbps which is horrible for warez but fine for cracks. Oh yes, and we have a new direct affiliate- brian's site operation bring down the system. He's mike's friend (prophetxiii). So great new staff! 6.25.02- Some shit tonight! Lemme hear you say Ho!! Freaking forums is done! Haha. Finally- we have almost everything done except for avatars which Justin is currently working on. Go to the forums! In other news, not much. I uploaded like 3 cracks. Hmm, yeah that's it. I swear I had more to say. Oh yeah! Interesting day- derek, leon, andrew and I went swimming. On the list of things to do- get jacked up. And I saw those BoA videos- pretty neat. I can't believe she's 14! By the way, the new Radeon Catalyst drivers rock! They make the nature/butterfly scene in 3dmark2001SE run soo smooth at 1024*768 32bit colour! Yay! I get around 180fps average in UT. So, stay tuned- more to come! -tbbw 6.22.02- The only new thing is that I made another link button in photoshop- it's at the very bottom. Forums remain unfinished- Justin will be directing its development instead of Dan. I corrected some spelling & grammar mistakes, changed a little bit of art, and fixed broken links. I'm glad to say that I am finished with my Mystical Night narration in the restricted section- it's three pages, 2900 words and very well written. Those of you with access will find it rather interesting and a bit amusing. The analysis is also posted in the restricted section as well as the original Prelude. The next thing I will do is update the emulators section and upload more roms. Afterwards- cracks, exploits, tutorials, and edification. *by the way- a word count of the news section shows 17,500 words! whew! 6.21.02- Oh boy, lots of news. Well first let's get the site news over with- because there is nothing new! Yes, visitors are declining greatly and not much work is done- since i'm the only person working on it. Maybe Josh can help dan, justin, and ryan with the forums. Ok people are still not signing the guestbook ... no new cracks have been added except Visual Route Serial 6.0b-6.1. Now I guess I will narrate in great detail what everybody wants to hear about- especially the people who did not go. So this news bar is too short for this elongated summary, so click the news link following this sentence to read the full news. Mystical Night - Location: Hernandez Cultural Center, Time: 7.00-11.00pm- Just as a note, this is written in my point of view and does not reflect the thoughts of any other individual. On the contrary, this will not be a legal disclaimer since I shall describe these events in great and bona fide detail. As I recall, the root of all matters ensued was the Boston Latin Sophomore Semi-Dance. Despite being an enjoyable, fun-filled night, many people did not go for several reasons: the forty dollar cover charge, did not feel like it, did not feel like paying forty dollar cover charge for his or her date, and among other things. A notable aspect of the semi was that almost all partakers were Caucasian males and females. The Asian community was deficient in this respect. Thus, brilliant minds came into play and organized another semi for the end of the year- it makes sense since semi means two times a year doesn't it? Anyone could come provided that they pay a meager fifteen for expenses. In actuality, it was an "Asian semi". From what I saw, 90% of the 150-or so guests were Azn in many respects- the black, white, grey clothes; dyed hair, cell phone in hand, and of course the break-dancing. Before I go any further, I'd like to talk about something relevant to that night and what started all of this... View the rest in the Restricted Access section. 6.19.02- Only two days of school left! Those being half-days and all... I guess I'll have more time to work on wolfyserver. The forums thing is still an issue since our host is NT and ubb and ikonboard need UNIX support quoted dan. He said it was possible, but dan is more likely sitting on his ass at the present moment. I will have another guestbook done- either using our host's resources or one with no banners from magicalcheese.com. A lot of people on AIM, in my emails, and even in the guestbook are wondering where that particular poem is. Well if you just bother to look at the frontpage... it's in the 'restricted access' section whereupon few people have the password to. If you really want to read it, i'll mail it to you i guess or give you a direct url. Those who have access to it, the poem is in its 8th revision- i can't even seem to be satisfied with it. It's coming along nicely and check there like almost everyday for updates! Ah, so that is about it. Oh yeah! Sign the guestbook ppl! 6.17.02- Allright! At least we are getting somewhere. Justin got cleared and it seemed that the court martial was just a joke. It would have been a real one except that two of my magi left the room. The search section has been updated- you have the three working ones you'll need. The chat section needs to be updated- I can't kick ppl out since I cannot register wolfyserver because it was 'server' in its name or something. Our advertising proposal is going along nicely. I submitted the site to linkworld, ilsearch, astalavista, crackspider, and some other generic search engines. Banner exchange currently has 3 banners under iframe- meaning you can't see them, but I still get credit and views! Haha! -tbbw 6.16.02- Well we are receiving more and more hits even without advertising or banner exchange. Not much new about the site- new stuff about my poetry, but you probably don't care. Hmm, yeah so I bought new clothes and another bottle of Acqua Di Gio, Giorgio Armani. And something else... So I know we need to update the cracks section and the emu/roms. Speaking of which, new emulators will be added- Sega Dreamcast, Sega Saturn, PS2, and GameCube. Next week, we will put dreamweaver mx and flash mx full versions up for download as part of our temporary warez feature. So tune in for more wolfyserver fun! 6.14.02- The Great Purge: All staff members are being reevaluated by yours truly based on performance and self-worth. I've had some promotions, but mostly the opposite. Nothing to worry about- such conditioning will only produce capable senior staff members who will benefit wolfyserver.org and its visitors. I've had to kick Mike and Reid out, demote several individuals, and I have to court-martial Justin later. Concerning the site itself, all downloads and files are a-go. The cracks & keygens section will be updated before long- the same goes with the emu/roms section. I guess that's about it for today, more to come Fri. Attention: A complaint had been filed on June 13th, 2002 by a high-ranking member of the staff concerning copyright infringement and the plagiarism of intellectual property of wolfyserver.org- The culprit is identifiably one of our own. Justin, under the pseudonym of TitrationX, also Magi-Elect, will face a public trial in the chat room on an undisclosed date. His hearing has been approved by webmaster thatbiggbadwolfy under confirmed allegations. wolfyserver.org and its staff do not look kindly upon infringements of one's own work. The layout of wolfyserver.org and the site under fire, www.evilattitude.com, look identical- with the latter being a rather poor duplicate. wolfyserver.org trademarked tables, colours, menu bars, and even the restricted section were even clichéd. If nothing is done on Justin's part to justify his own ends, then the inevitable will occur. The Magi will vote on this matter with 2 out of 3 being majority. this Friday or coming weekend. No appeals will be given. In other news, a vote will be given regarding opcodevoid, the site by Justin (unwiseEvil)- to see if he lands a spot on the direct affiliations list. Just as a note, the magi do not favor Justin going over to TitrationX to beg for hosting. Such an act of desperation is a sign of weakness. Thus, it borderlines the issue of trust and loyalty. wolfyserver.org's staff will have no such people and as a proven point- all staff members are individually evaluated by thatbiggbadwolfy. A decision will be made next weak. 6.13.02- Oh good day. Well only one week of school left. Then I can go take TKD, work, go to CTY, write poetry, and basically hang out for a really long time. Speaking of which, poetry has been my most recent infatuation. Right now I am basically working on the one poem and the one motif. It's rather obvious- what drives us crazy, makes one a completely different person? Well that my friend is romance. After many hours, I am proud to say I finished my sixth revision- it's still a work in progress. And if you want to know more about it much more access it, get the password from me or read the bottom of the faqs first. -tbbw 6.12.02- Not much happened today. Everyone will be content to know that the Photoshop 7 Full upload was successful and the download does work. Maybe I will leave it on forever. There was an error in reminisce section in mp3server- I forgot to upload the folder. So I submitted the site to ilsearch and google. Lots to do. Hmm I have to go to this dance on the 21st, so I have to buy some new clothes and replenish my supply of Aqua Di' Gio. So my friends are taking me shopping so I will know what style is... not that I'm so clueless. About the music section- I went up to Track 10, so eight more to upload. I guess that's it for now. ttly! -james 6.11.02- Okay, everybody wants to know about Photoshop 7, the download. I appologize earlier if you thought you were duped by downloading a 200k or 10mb photoshop. Those uploads were incomplete. Yesterday, I left wsftp running at the school's computer lab so the download should work by now if nothing happened- like connection reset, or someone found it out. Not likely since I set the screensaver to blank black screen... Oh yeah so at the same time, Andrew- uploaded his too when he didn't get my IM saying forget it, i'll upload it. So now we have 2 photoshops- one main and the other in the /ph folder. In other news, I did an update on prelude, for those of you who have access to the restricted section. The guestbook's background now matches the site though I detest the ad banner on it. Hopefully our new member to wolfyserver- Justin (great we got two justins now) can make us a guestbook and contribute to the exploits section. His website will be directly affiliated, e.g. meaning we will host his site. So I said he could have 300mb but now it seems a little too much since he only needs some mbs for files and html. So we'll say 100mb. Justin's the one who makes progs, port scanners and such so lamers will undeniably benefit. Dan's forums and dreamware is still in question since he's like dead- not dead, dead but dead in spirit and heart my friends. Jake says cool. Steve says he'll boss people around on wolfyserver's chat and forums. Reid signed off when I talked to him- either he blocked me or just signed off. In any case I demoted him because of that to newbie position. I got all the way up to Track 8 (9 is next) in uploading the DJ Epic music. Roms and cracks are fully functional. I'm not sure about the warez though- keeping it will indeed give us more visitors but at the same time put the site's hosting in peril. Not sure about that... And I submitted wolfyserver.org to filefound.com- the new authority in saying what's a good site. Well if you came to wolfyserver before you already know about our stance on things. So they're going to evaluate me in 24-48 hours. I hope to god that my photoshop upload was finished at the school! Also, I will need to quickly finish the music files. That'll get us around what, 500 more visitors a day? Not much but after everything is working, this is what we're going to do next. Submit to: crackspider, astalavista.box.sk, eliteswap.com (banner exchange), ilsearch.com, google.com, altavista.com, excite.com, msn.com, webcrawler.com, and some others. The two most important are astavlaista and google. Astalavista got us around 900 more visitors per day. Oh yeah and the identity of a site with 'actual working warez' works out too. Still need to complete the search section! I am sooo tired. I swear this site is accelerating my aging process. Also on a personal note- Back on the 9th, I mentioned "that fucker young" whom afterwards I called a friend. Well I concede my statement concerning that matter because he is, in actuality, a fucker. I gave him so many chances and he just passes them by. Young, Kevin, and Nick- all people I knew before- now I do not want any association with them. Due to Leon's big mouth, or shall we say good friend attributes, he told me what those people are saying behind my back. Nothing specific but they like to think of me as an idiot to some extent. I don't see how that can true in any way- since everyone calls Nick the dumbass and idiot. Kevin is just a midget who plays games all day and bs-es his way through life. And Young, well he is very perverted (penthouse.com and other pr0n links in his IE history), is a follower not a leader, and extremely annoying. At first, I didn't believe what Leon and other people said about him since I though that it was just his personality and I should give him a chance, like all other people. Turns out, he's just like the rest of them. He calls Brian in Chemistry class racist bastard even though Brian never said anything racist- so that's very peculiar. His sense of humor is a little off- as demonstrated on the day he decided to moan and groan and started to hump his chair while sitting next to me. Am I talking behind his back? Sure, why not. It's not like I outdid him and his so-called friends. They're just a bunch of cynical hypocrites. Kevin's trying to be a vigilante but he does what he preaches against. I guess they are merely jealous and talking about me behind my back makes their pathetic selves feel better. Violence wouldn't solve anything- the only reason that Leon would not literally beat the shit out of Nick is that he always tattletales on people- he got this kid expelled cause the kid kicked him in the leg or something, and Nick faked disability. Also, I don't want to jeopardize the relationship between unmentioned persons since Young is a certain individual's friend for some reason. It's almost like Juliet's cousin Tybalt. But Romeo kills him in the end doesn't he? Well, I'll just let Young figure it out for himself. 6.10.02- Well what an accomplishment! Sort of ... the most dramatic change was probably the reminisce section. I just finished mp3server, so two more to go. Dan just promised me to work on the forums today with help from Ryan. I finished uploading all the roms and emulator stuff. The only files that need uploading are the mp3s 4-18 and photoshop 7 full. I am sure people have experienced errors with the link since I stopped the upload 20 seconds after I started it. We may have more affiliates- not sure yet. The main thing is trust. So I guess we're not done yet.. but very close don't you agree? Advertising starts this week, so does b-exchange. 6.09.02- This new section will be for site news only. First of all, I take back what I said about the wolfyserver.org grand opening. There is still much to do and many files to upload. Our date will be postponed to when all sections listed on the leftbar are completely restored or finished. I am currently taking on the most ambitious project this site has ever encountered- the reminisce section. I will be restoring five independent wolfyserver projects to contemporary status. This involves changing thousands of links, fixing any errors and so much more. Right now, I have completed the newHTML wolfyserver project. So check it out! Btw, I just completed ultimatews project restoration!-tbbw 6.08.02- A Day in the Life of James I had such an exciting day today! First, I wake up to the phone ringing but someone else picks up. I think it's my friend Andrew conjuring me up for community service. So I call back but he didn't call. It was around 10:15, and the community service was reported to be at eleven. So I quickly turned on the Alienware (which obviously started up under 10 seconds)- transfer my wolfyserver html files to disk. I took the D line to Boylston street and went to the round building at 333 Tremont Street. It turned out to be a Methodist church which surprised me albeit not that much. Andrew was waiting at the door for me, and we quickly made way to the cafeteria. He showed me around- the people, the jobs, where the stuff was, etc. So our job for that day was to greet the unfortunate at the door. This was rather easy compared to making and serving the food. At the back door was where we were to say good morning, ask if the meal was good (Andrew should use different vocabulary such as decent, nice, or enjoyable), and bid them goodbye. For about an hour, we did our jobs. Ying caught up with us since he was supposed to work also. Yet, he preferred to make small talk and get free food. Subsequently, the three of us stood there in the glaring sunlight having a great time. Ying commented on my fabulous Cantonese accent on account of saying hello. He also produced some profanity about how our guests smelled and never took showers, but I didn't really pay heed to that. Most people were very polite and thankful- others, well they were indifferent or mentioned how much the food sucked. What was humorous was when Ying was krazy with hunger and went down the stairs to the cafeteria while Andrew and I worked the door. So, when we said we weren't finished, a distant yet comprehensible "bulllll-shit" sound reverberated throughout the building. The meal of the day was Chicken and Macaroni. I wasn't wearing contacts at the time, and I thought the chicken was ravioli! Anyways, it was all-right. One thing we noticed while working the door was how the homeless people all had ben and jerry's ice cream in a little cup. Due to their circumstances, it was needless to say we were perplexed. Andrew learned from a person that there was a festival of some sort and there was free ice cream! Needless to say, we hurried to the place. After waiting in line for about ten minutes and scolding Ying about abusing the system (People asked for more than one free sample.), I finally got my cherry garcia and lamented on the fact that Ying had two and I didn't abuse the system... So Andrew bought some rings for his girlfriend (what a caring guy). So he ditched us to get some clothes at structure, and Ying and I made our way to Newbury Street which was quite lively with the Gay Pride parade and all... Anyways, what was more interesting than the Gay Parade was nothing else... except I now know their flag is Purple, Yellow, Orange, and Red. We stopped to get a contacts appointment for Ying and then went to Copley. All was well when (I mean "until") I lost Ying. It was right after browsing at Electronics Boutique. I mean at that very moment, I remembered a quote from Evangellion- Kaji was talking to Ritzko Akagi about how a woman with a dimple on her cheek is one who never finds romance and such. So because of that, I remembered Ritzko liked cats and I just passed a cat merchandise vendor. I wanted to see if I could buy those porcelain cat figures similar to Ritzko's. Still, I found nothing. Ying said he'd be in the footlocker place. I searched there and in the game store but didn't find him. I waited and searched for somewhat a long time. I had to get to Andrew's house by four, and it was 3:20. Because my friends, the reason I went to community service (other than help those less fortunate and become a better person) was to go to his house later to use his cable modem so that I could upload wolfyserver stuff. Well it turned out he wasn't home at 4:00. Like I told the two earlier, I would sit near Andrew's house and wait for him. Well it wasn't going to be entirely boring because I had Ying's very slim walkman on me and I brought my Government AP book. So after listening to the cd two times and reading eighty pages in the book made me restless. And sitting on that rock hurt my legs and my behind as well. Somehow those four letter words in Ying's cd made me even more irritated and furthered my decision to murder Andrew once I saw him. So I walked back and forth to and fro from his house to the train station. Finally he came home- it was like fucking 6:20. Despite this little mishap, our friendship trudged on. Great dinner- lampchops (fuck i meant lambchops), baked potatoes, and corn on the cob. Then there was desert. Well, if I haven't said it before, I'll say it now- His mom is really hospitable and friendly. So this is how wolfyserver comes in. I went on AIM on his laptop (of course a barrage of instant messages) and we went to work on wolfyserver. Actually he did not allow me to commandeer the laptop so I had to talk it through. It seems that the forbidden error was caused by improper naming of the index.html- I named it index.html.html- ok shutup, my windows is set up so that the full file name is displayed, so I probably was thinking about something else. That's the reason for the week delay, lol. I tried to find a certain someone's site on AsianAvenue.com, save for the fact that it didn't really work out. That aside, I got many great software offers for wolfyserver from Justin- dreamweaver mx (which I'm thinking about posting in the restricted section since I don't want idiots, such as Pei, to have it), maya4, microsoft.net, and much more. Halfway through updating wolfyserver, I realized that I had forgotten my roms/files cds. So much for that. The softice link was fixed. I finally got to talk to one individual on AIM. That was the highlight of my day. My piss-scale came down to -5. Andrew also showed me some martial arts stuff and lent me his "Book on hiding stuff" which usually applies to drug and arms dealers but I'm sure it will make a good read. Advertising and fixing the rest of the site will start on Monday. I'm pretty tired actually- got home at 11:20. By the way, my hair is looking great! Anyways...lol, yeah- I'll be working on the Reminisce section. Oh yeah, got to fix the Other World mp3 link. It has something to do with the %20 which are spaces. Oh yeah, that tutoring check came- Goddamn shameful $118. Goddamn! Arg, at least I'll get my $300 bonus pretty soon. I mean when I used to work at DD it used to be freaking $80 a day. Arg... It's 12:11 am now. I feel tired and this is the goddamn longest news section I have written in my whole wolfyserver career. Laugh all you want, but I'm a gonna kill you once I learn TKD or possiblely Shin-Yi during the summer. Yeah, so today is the official grand opening of wolfyserver.org even though our main attraction- photoshop7, still needs to be uploaded by yours truly. Another issue by the way- don't message my staff unless you have something relevant to say. I mean free speech only goes so far until we kill you. This applies specifically for an asshole on aim named "bad pei." Okay he calls my site 'gay' when he goes to it frequently and when he took the time to read my writings. I remember in ninth grade when he sat at my lunch table and started talking about "hacking." He told me he could kick me off AIM anytime. I asked where he learned his mad kool (no pun intended reid) skills. He said wolfyserver.com. So then, I asked: "You know who the webmaster is?" "Who?" "Me." That shut him up. You know, he's the gay one too. Goddamn singing backstreet boys songs to me in school and calling me hot. Well he doesn't have any html skills since he copies other people's site. His appearance in the Boston Latin Argo was shit too. DHTML my ass. Man, that newspaper is shit too. Especially the technology section run by this dumb chick. I mean are Sony minidiscs, the imac, and telling us what html is really necessary? No way in hell. That bitch is saying how the new imac is better than all pcs. I fucking wrote an article for her too about that, though I didn't submit it. You know why? Well because it was around five pages and over 5,000 words. Well, next year, I'm taking over that. I think I still have it somewhere on my compaq- hold on (lemme boot it up)- heh this is LIVE news. Brb. Anyways (while it's booting up), Pei and that technology section and all the contributors piss me off. Another thing that pisses me off are the dumbasses in my English class. Jeez, when they speak, they talk nonsense and I'm like "STFU!" Hopefully AP Composition and my Honours class will not have dumb shits. That fucker Young in my Chemistry class pisses me off too. Well, I'm friends with him but he can be so annoying at times! You of all people should know that I'm a patient person who gives everyone a chance. But this fuck is always bitching ear about giving him cds and games. Arg! Hmm, I guess he's ok, so I take that back. It's just that sometimes, well many times... And I haven't forgotten that smirk he gave me because of some matter in Chemistry class on friday. Well he's on the list of people to kill after TKD (term derived from Leon- actually meaning defeat, or beat up). Oh, yeah, the compaq booted up a while ago. Not a bad computer- K62 500mhz, 384mb pc-100, 10gb, voodoo5. It's compaq on steroids. By the way this is pretty outdated and mad long... so prepare thyself for edification, wolfyserver style. Apple Goes Sunflower - Do we really care? (February 12, 2002) By James Zhang, Contributing Writer When unsure of their superiority, the most common and most desperate Apple user’s rebuttal is “megahertz does not measure speed.” This is quite true. The CPU does not perform all the work. You know a little something called the motherboard? Yes, the PCB silicon board which sustains all the circuits, the expansion cards, the ports, the memory slots, and the CPU itself. This circuit board lays the groundwork of what speed your CPU can be, the bus speed of your peripherals, the data transfer rate of hard drives, and the bandwidth of your memory. If you play an assortment of 3D games- for example: unreal tournament, tactical-ops, counterstrike, etc; you already know graphic card performance means everything. An upgrade from a budget TNT Vanta to say, like a Geforce 4 ti 4600 could mean a transformation from choppy video, blurred images, to lifelike High Resolution Full Screen Anti-Aliasing 300 frames per second. Of course, the human eye cannot notice the difference after 30 frames per second. Well, we all want bragging rights, right? Actually with this new stash of performance, developers can work on image quality and things like Artificial Intelligence without drastically hurting performance. That explains why the newest games are for PC only and some are rarely ported onto Apple systems, well that is two years after release. To show you how backwards Macs are today, I will make a comparison. So the “fastest” Apple computers are dual 800 G4s. As demonstrated with Dual AMD 1900+ Palominos and Intel XEON processors, there is negligible difference between having two and a single processor at the same speed. Simply shaves a few seconds off mp3 encoding, adds 10-15 more fps, and reduce like 15% time in Lightwave 3D animator. That put aside, we can compare these processors mano-a-mano. A very interesting specification shows the G4 to use 256kb of L2 cache. Even my four-year old Compaq Presario 5240 has 512kb L2 cache. It’s practically useless. What matters if the cache is on-die, on the chip, or not. Now all three processors- AMD’s XP, Apple’s G4, and Intel’s P4(Nw) have cache running at full system speed. AMD’s Palomino and XP CPUs have 256kb, the same as the Mac, but on-die. That spells out a huge difference, and a greater performance difference when the newest P4 has twice as much on-die L2 cache as the AMD and the G4. Even though AMD and Intel’s processors are 64bit, they still perform better in benchmarks. And believe me, that’s where it counts. By better I mean 100 more frames per seconds in games, half as long to encode/decode music, and fluid, lifelike 3d. These processor bit wars don’t mean anything. Why do PCS perform better? Well, essentially, it does not focus everything on the processor. Today, the PC graphics card can even compare to a processor. For example, the Geforce 4 ti 4600 has a chip clock speed of 300megahertz, a memory clock of 650megahertz (DDR), has 128mb Double Data Rate memory built in, has a memory bandwidth of 10,400 megabytes, and performs 1.23 trillion operation per second. Wait a minute, the G4 does only 7 billion computations doesn’t it? Ah, now you are beginning to understand. While Apple is just starting to use external, not onboard graphics cards, PCs have been doing that for like forever. A removable card means easy upgrades. In this day of Geforce3s and Geforce4s, AGP 4x and AGP8x later on, Apple is using budget cards such as the Geforce2 MX in its even most powerful systems. Same case with the iMAC G4 (it uses the same Geforce2 MX). Not only that, Apple motherboards only support PCI video, though they have twice the number of bits (64) as our mainstream motherboards (PC server motherboards and dual palomino motherboards use AGP Pro as well as PCI-64). Even at that, Intel over the years has developed AGP (accelerated graphics port) to support the ever-increasing bandwidth of modern video cards. Apple on the other hand chose to stick with the nearly 5 year old PCI slot. If Apple had been smarter, it’d still retain the 64bit CPU chip but focus on price and performance more. Right now, the 128bit G4 just means three seconds shorter in Photoshop 6 and a larger price tag. It’s a marketing ploy. As in the megahertz myth, people go for 128bit means double performance or Intel’s the champ. Just ridiculous. Even more ridiculous when people still challenge me when they’ve seen the raw benchmarks. In direct response to the Assistant Graphic Arts Editor’s past article “IMAC UMAC”, respectfully, I disagree with him stating the iMac G4 is better performance wise and in value. True, he can compare the G4 to Intel’s aging 1.5ghz Pentium 4 using venerable SDRAM and even Rambus memory, and the fact that AMD’s Thunderbird beat the P4 at 300 megahertz lower clock frequency. However, AMD was left out of the comparison, common in this world where everything thinks Intel is king. Financially wise, this can be easily refuted. I will build, in my head, a computer costing $1299 with a 15inch LCD in my head at this very moment using the most current street prices. With the enclosure, we start off with an Alienware Hydraulics case in Saucer Silver colour. It is $59 at directron.com and comes with a side fan. It is by far, one of the most attractive cases out there. Now notice, I am building a system similar to the G4 and not better. The motherboard will be a Shuttle AK31 Rev.3 at $80. Processor will be AMD XP+ 1700 which is clocked at 1.47 GHz and costs $110. This is to make up for whatever crazy hoopla 128bits causes. Power supply will be a sufficient 300W at $15. Ram will be 256mb crucial pc-2100 DDR ($53), which is twice as fast and nearly double the bandwidth of G4’s PC-133 SDRAM (nearly 3 years old). Hard drive will be a Maxtor 72000rpm ATA-100 40gb, $60. T/10/100 Ethernet is a $7 linksys network card. For speakers, a 3 piece Altec Lansing with subwoofer at $30. Let’s say the iMac I am comparing too has a CD-R built in. Mine will be a 16x equally stylish TDK velocd at $60 after rebate. Since Apple computers now do not support floppy drives, we’ll count that as an extra at $4. For the CPU fan, ThermalTake’s Volcano 6 Cu+ at $19. We’ll add an internal v.92 modem (much newer than the 3 year old v90/56k) for $40. Since the article in the Argo does not state the graphic card, and neither does apple in large print because it knows it's ashamed to have such an old ATI Rage 128 Ultra 16-32mb card. We’ll add in an ATI Radeon 7000 DDR just for kicks at $70. Grand finale will be the expensive 15inch LCD. Samsung’s 15inch LCD will do at $350. The total is… $957. That much for an equally, nah, much better computer than the iMac at $400 less. I’d be a buyin’ the PC if I was you! Another advantage the PC community has is its diversity. Instead of just buying computers at MicrosoftOwnsEverything.com, consumers can choose to select literally billions of machines from giants such as HP/Compaq (now merged), Dell, Sony, Alienware, Falcon Northwest, Gateway- to building the machine themselves (the preferred method of computer enthusiasts.) On the other hand, Apple makes everything from the motherboard it uses, to superdrive, airport, the monitors, etc. I remember how Apple Computers used to license third-party companies to make Macs- e.g., Starmac and UMAX. Now, it’s just Apple and Apple, basically. Yes, a monopoly in its own market. Apple users say we do not have freedom. The whole OS market is dominated by MS Windows. Not true. We can run Red Hat Linux and many other systems and even have the freedom of not paying for our operating systems, not to mention for software, due to our vast *cough* illegal warez/cracks/hacks and bootleg software community. Now back to the hardware issues at hand, the number of different components the market has to offer is plain overwhelming. In the motherboards section, companies such as ASUS, Iwill, Epox, Shuttle, Tyan, VIA, Intel, Sis, NVIDIA (nForce chipset) feature thousands of mainboards for different users’ needs. Persons on a tight budget might prefer the value and performance of an nforce chipset with onboard 3d audio, geforce 2 32mb DDR video, and onboard network and internet modem. Likewise, another might chose an Iwill XP333 for maximum performance and overclocking from an AMD XP or Thunderbird CPU, with no onboard components so he or she can upgrade as he pleases. That’s just the motherboard section, leaving out the markets for video, audio, cpu, storage, monitors, cases, and even cooling. To the greatest extent, there are sites and stores specifically pertaining to system fans, cpu coolers, and specially designed airflow cases. This is why PCs are “better” than the now, humiliated, Macintosh. With Apple, you may think different, but we the PCs think faster, cheaper, and cooler. Jargon & Computer Confusion at BLS DDR stands for “Double Data-Rate Memory” at speeds of pc-1600-pc-2700. It does not stand for Konami’s Dance Dance Revolution Mixes 1-3. Voodoo is not a company. 3dfx, creator of the first 3d-accelerator, owned the voodoo trademark until being bought out by Nvidia Corporation. From the “Argo”, on the frontpage, about “New Library Computers”: The IBM computers do not sport a “1.5 GHz Pentium III” processor. Pentium IIIs during that issue’s publication only went up to speeds of 1.2 GHz. Currently, the newest PIII is at 1.26ghz with 512kb on-die cache. Why Macs are not better than PCs. Argo, Issue XXXI: Of course a Pentium 4 system costs more than the new Imac. The 2.2ghz Pentium IV Northwood chip itself costs $550, albeit, isn’t that at least three times as much megahertz as your Imac or your beloved plastic G4 towers? Also, if you want value, go with AMD’s XP 2000+ (clocked at 1.65ghz, see “Megahertz Myth” @ amd.com)- $260 street value and exceeding the performance of 2.0ghz P4 Willamette. LCDs are not always better than CRT monitors just because of their small footprint and flat screen. Brightness has always been a problem and so is the “ghost effect”, where the monitor cannot display pixels fast enough to match actual video operations. In addition to costing as much as 60-75% more than its CRT counterpart, the LCD monitor’s pixels are non-repairable. Once the lights go out, you’re stuck with black dots on your screen and a huge dent in your wallet. Even the pot-smoking teenagers working at Best Buy won’t allow you to return it now. If you don’t believe me- try poking the screen with a sharp object. And as for the flat screen part- CRTs have them too and are oh…so much cheaper. By the way, if one is quick to say LCDs won’t hurt the eyes as much, CRTs have always offered glare and screen filters and can display hertz frequencies far beyond the non-flicker 85hz. I set mine at 120hz at 1024*768 pixels preferably. Two, even eight pc mouse buttons are better than one translucent apple button. Would you really like pressing shift, apple key, and sometimes 3 keys in sync, for the same result as 2nd click? A large “pc” computer case allows more airflow, more expandability and the ability to mod your case, while still retaining aesthetics. See: www.alienware.com and www.coolermaster.com -also www.directron.com . G4 Cube’s airflow cooling is a joke or considered ok for 400 megahertz Today’s pc cpus require maximum heat dissipation and temperatures ranging from 20 degrees Celsius to 40 degrees Celsius for performance and overclocking. Aluminum cases lower overall case temperature from 10 degrees C to even 30 degrees. Whereas shiny plastic would only melt if mac speeds were just up to par with a pc’s. Common knowledge spells out cooler is better. Due to the fact that Apple cases are small and do not support many fans, it’s obvious the electronic components are toned down in performance to ensure a safe system temperature. PCs, on the other hand, with copper chipset fans at 8000 rotations per minute, case fans ranging from 40mm-150mm, water and peltier cooling, and spacious aluminum cases allow a 2.2ghz Pentium 4 to overclock to 3.0ghz. That’s an overclock difference of a G4 Tower and a G4 iMac. ~Build It Yourself Ultimate PC Specs~ CoolerMaster Aluminum w/ Azure Acrylic Window Front & 5 4000rpm silencer fans. EpoX 8KHA+ KT266A Chipset w/ 6 PCI, OC LED, AGP 4x, with ATA-133 RAID mod. Enermax 550 Watt Silencer Power Supply AMD XP 2000+ CPU with Volcano 7 Cu + Blue Anodized fan at silent 5000rpm. 1.5 GB Corsair PC-2700 DDR RAM- CAS2 Latency Overclocking Ram (3 slots) ThermalTake Active & Passive Mem. cooling kits with blue anodize and 4000rpm fan. 160 GB ATA-133 Total Space with (2) 80GB Maxtors on Stripped RAID. Geforce 4 Ti 4600 128mb DDR w/ 136 million triangles/sec and 1.23 trillion oper/sec. Creative SB Audigy Platinum ex w/ Dolby Digital 5.1, coaxial out, & IEEE 1394. TDK velocd 32x/10x/40x/40x CD Burner Creative PC-DVD Encore w/ 16x drive & DXR3 Hardware PCI Decoder Card Kenwood True 72x 3 Laser CD-ROM Drive Imation Superdisk LS-120 w/ floppy support 19inch Samsung 955 DF flatscreen crt monitor @ .20 dot pinch Creative Inspire 5.1 DD Digital 5700 6 piece speakers Logitech Internet Keyboard & Dual Optical Mouse Etherfast T10/100 NIC and External V92 Modem if needed. Windows XP Professional Corporate Edition Estimated Frames Per Second in UT/Q3/CS 300-350 in 16bit colour @ 1204*768 High Detail Everything. FPS in 32bit 85hz colour estimated to be around 250. System boot up time- couple of seconds. How fast? Three-Fold performance of ANY G4 Tower/IMAC and 10-20 times faster than Motorola’s G3, 604, 603e and other apple processors. 6.06.02- By the time you read this, I will be already finished with uploading the cracks & keygens and the music files. Yesterday when I went to wolfyserver.org, I received an access denied message- so I will have to correct that. Nothing really new; there's some new art and other subtle changes. The forums and search page still need to be set up. After the restoration is complete, then I will head the advertising department concerning banner exchanges, links, and search engine submissions. You know, if you type "wolfyserver" in google, you still get like 4 or 5 entries. Back in the day of wolfyserverNEWhtml, if you typed netzero in the astalavista search engine, the first 10 entries were wolfyserver! Well it is going to be like that again. I am not sure of warez- we might use it as a way of getting more visitors. In any case, it is still very precarious to do so. Hmm, maybe not- just lose my monthly hosting payment and couple of hours uploading. By the way no one is reading this at this moment because nobody knows about this server yet! I still haven't updated Liquid2k and I get some forbidden errors on the server- maybe just DNS related. 6.05.02- Yay! We finally set everything up! The domain transfer, dns affair, and the ftp! The DNS takes around 12-24 hours to propagate starting yesterday. I finished uploading everything to the host except for cracks & keygens, mp3s, and roms, which take up much space. As of currently, I am uploading files uisng WS-FTP at the school computer lab. 250kbps uploads! The chat section is fully functional now, but I still have to update the search page and clear out dead links on the links page. The Restricted Access section works like a charm since many people are just too frustrated to play it through. Liquid2k and 8op will only serve as site redirects starting next week. Justin, Jake, and Dan will assist me with the downloads section and the ikonboard after my restoration is complete. It'll probably take thirty minutes uploading the rest today. So, bookmark www.wolfyserver.org because it will start working very soon. Oh yeah I need more staff since I'll be gone for part of the summer. Free wolfyserver.org POP3 emails and admin abilities. The Donate button will be used after like 2 months, since we want to upgrade our features on this site. From what I know, this is going to be the only cracks and warez site with no banners, or disgusting ads and will actually work. There are no caps, so you can download at 200-300kbps or very quickly depending on your connection. Estimated visitors per day after final completion- 50,000. 6.04.02- Grr... still no word from names4ever or 123host now- I guess the order is still processing. Not a problem, but still, I just can't wait! Dan will be working on the forums section to get us ubb or ikonboard. Also, newspro will be setup in the wolfyserver restricted group section. I am looking for more members. We have six right now but they are all senior members or magi. Need some slaves! Jobs will be open in the forums and chatroom sections. All we need are people who stay in the chatroom all day. If you stay for a really long time... then you deserve an op position. Heh, guess who's A-op? Meee! wolfy ownorz you bitches. Anyways, I just found out I can just create new data cds using nero with just 1 used cdr! Thus, I can always bring my cd to the school library with T10 where I can upload some mad illegal stuff. The only sections that are under renovation at this moment are the search page and contacts page. Those lazy mofos still need to give at least one of their 93 email addresses. Oh yeah, I promoted Jake to magi position (something I know I can't do but hey, this is a dictatorship)- steve isn't online that much anymore and we only see him rarely. Not to worry, he'll still get a senior position- course you can't vote anymore steve! Ah, what I am saying, they are all puppet members. In actuality, I'm basically a lone wolf. Hard to believe I designed and worked out this entire site huh? Words wise, I think we got around over 100,000 of my ramblings, not to mention all the tutorials. Well I would like to thank all you visitors for sticking with me and reading all that I had to ramble. This summer, I am going to the Johns Hopkin's CTY camp (Lancaster Session 2) thingy for a course on crafting the essay. It's not what you think- well, we do have like 7 hour classes every day but weekends are off and we just party most of the time. I'm bringing all my dance music so I can finally win the biggest stereo/music competition. My friend derek is coming with me so it's gonna be what I can the Reedemer in Unreal Tournament- Super Mega Surprise Party! Btw, Dan will be taking over- so let us pray ... i'll be so pissed if this site suddenly gets closed down and all the members are arrested by the FBI for software piracy. But hey, wolfyserver.org is registered under jake's credit card huh? Imfao...haha I'm such a mastermind! 6.03.02- Great news! wolfyserver has finally found a new home! This time, no one will bother us about what's legal and what is not. This time, unlimited space for the thousands of files we will host. Unlimited bandwidth so everyone will be allowed to share the experience. Best of all, no caps! That's right- very fast and reliable. We got unlimited pop3 accounts here and we'll use the wolfyserver.org emails supplied by names4ever. CGI/Pearl support baby! Jake just ordered the hosting yesterday and we will be transferring all the files from Liquid2k and the mirror servers to our professional hosting. Finance wise, this is very affordable at $10 a month- this and our .org domain is financed by yours truly. So we have 3 months of this host and 2 years on the domain until I have to send Jake bling-bling again. By the way, Jake will now be our financial adviser. More to come! 6.02.02- Jake has already ordered the .org so all we need now is to find an exceptional website host. On another note, I made some new buttons for ppl to link to us- including a donate button. This will not be used until we reach full potential and actually do something for the visitors. On the frontpage is a very nice graphic I made. You will notice that title bars now have new background art. The restricted section and download sections now have masked status bars which provide extra security and less file leeching. Right click has now been finally removed from the downloads page. Before, it was only there for 'save target as' feature which is now unnecessary. I have not asked any of my staff to help with the site restoration. It is a job only for me and I will see to it. The chat section is now working again, but the search page needs revamping and this time only the best hpvca search engines will be placed here. The reminisce section is still down, though I have finished restoring wolfyserverNewHtml. A lot still needs to be done but these things will be accomplished in due course. Right now, I am restoring the site according to the left bar. This means downloads first, then exploits. The AIM exploits page is now finished. 5.31.02-Finally an update! Numerous changes to wolfyserver- updated art section, changed names of left bar items for aesthetics, restored the html tutorial section, new buttons and art, updated quotes and personal section as well as changing page title template graphics. The bad news is some idiot company registered wolfyserver.com a week before I had the chance to. The blame goes to some individuals too paranoid to send the money for the website by palpay. Instead, I had to use FedEx to send jake money, which took a little too long. It seems that visitors have been going to the .com too many times, despite the fact that it stopped working a year ago. Thus, the company (use whois to find out) took my .com and turned it into a dim-witted generic search engine. A sure tragedy, nevertheless we have to move on. The new name will be www.wolfyserver.org - 2nd only to the .com name. It addresses the site quite well since it is a non-profit organization. Meanwhile, I will be changing the innumerable .coms listed in the 130 some html pages and some artwork as well. Although this means a lot more work for me, it means new art and a fresh change. As you may notice, many new sections are up such as 'edify maybe', 'reminisce', 'artwork', and such. This is to provide you with not just a file downloading experience, albeit a remarkable venture into the underground site genre. More to come! -tbbw 5.21.02-I just sent Jake $55 using Priority Mail and the certified feature. Yes, we are soo close... I just hope Dan and Jake don't split it 50/50... So out of $55- 20 for 2 years of wolfyserver domain registration. That leaves $5 for professional hosting. The cost is $5 a month, so that's seven months. 300mbs purely enough- wolfyserver picture and html files are around 5mbs total. Crack archive currently takes around 50mbs. Well Jake should get the package in 2-3 days, and don't say you lost it like Darin jake! Cause I paid $2.10 extra for certified mail bitch! Also I just found out the chat section and search section have script and applet irregularities. So that is to be worked on. As for jobs, refer to the webmaster & staff section. 5.20.02-A notice to all visitors- Do not expect any files to work here on wolfyserver save for the music. Liquid2k does not allow any zip files or exe, therefore it is only good for html and pictures. Files are not on different servers because it is inconvenient and we will have one professional hosting server for all files and html. If you would like to at least download cracks and keygens, click the 'redirect' button in the title screen, which is located in the 'downloads' section. Thank you for your patience. Also, people, you should sign the guestbook! 62,000 visitors and like 80 entries... (well I have to account for the entries in previous guestbooks, so around 500 total.) 5.19.02-The left menu bar is condensed a little more for people not using the required 1024-768 resolution and at IE full screen. A new 'restricted' section has been posted and its contents purely restricted. Although I did not put any cgi password protection on there, I have something more interesting. As for the reminisce section, I am currently restoring newhtml wolfyserver. You may remember that one as the one with the java menu. By the way, my friend derek is going to sponser wolfyserver starting monday- that means i'm borrowing like $40-$50 from him for .com domain and hosting. It's better than Leon's 500% interest rate! Another new feature- the quotes section is back! that's right- go there for a few laughs or for intellectual thinking. 5.16.02- Another delay in the project. Temporary host will be still the banner-free Liquid2k. Nothing new really, added subtle changes. Oh yes, MCAS testing for students of grades 4,8, and 10 in the Massachusetts area. Easy tests, get to miss classes, what more could I want? By the way, check out that new teach me section. Upcoming- Going to gather all the quotes used on wolfyserver to make a Quotes section. I need that script that randomly gives out quotes! Not that hard to find but sooo lazy. 5.13.02- from now on, there will be a wolfy teaches you stuff section where i will enlighten visitors with computer tricks or life experiences. I have realized that visitors, whom, respectfully, may be loyal and faithful in every way, are not that bright when it comes to hpvca, computers, and life. Therefore, this will benefit each and everyone of you. For example, how many of you know how to use a semicolon correctly? or ssPe1_L (spell) correctly? ok fine, you might be able to spell correctly but not smokeyboy99. well that's that....ugh, taking world history AP test today.. by the way when did Joseph Stalin die? 1953! (inside joke with some ppl) well if you didn't know the story, in 8th grade, we had this kid Mikhail who had recently come to baker school, brookline from Russia. So one day, my social studies teach Ms. Balough asked the class if anyone knew when Stalin die for the date was vague to her. All of a sudden, Mikhail just shouted out "1953!" Rofl... it's only funny cause he shouted it out enthusiastically or in a supercilious fashion. Now I will never forget when that mofo died. 5.12.02- As you can see, the background has changed a little bit- instead of the classic cccccc, it's now f0f0f0. i changed the look of the downloads section (you have to choose the 'non working link but new' section), added a list of mirrors. this is how it is going to be- the main download will be one2host and the mirror will be 8ops, and mirror1 angelfire. that way we have 3 extremely reliable servers for wolfyserver files. i don't know about ubb or forums yet, i think dan could do that. oh yeah, i need photoshop 7... 5.11.02- I sincerely apologize for again, abandoning wolfyserver. Yes, I know I have not renewed the .com or bought professional hosting yet. You see, I had to finish my Alienware desktop computer. My 300W fried, and so did the other 2 power supplies I tried. It seems that I have too much [good] shitz in there, not to mention 10 fans. So... I spent the money that was for wolfyserver on an Allied 400Watt Dual Fan power supply and bought another stick of pc-2100 ddr 256mb ram for my computer, totaling 512. Not to worry, my tutoring check should come soon and the bonus check too- so i think it's like $200 plus a $300-400 bonus. then i will invest a great portion into the site and use the rest to buy a ps2 and ps2 stuff so i can finally play Final Fantasy X..! 4.19.02- Actually I am having second thoughts about the hosting thing. True, unlimited space is great for an extensive crack/warez collection, but the fastest anyone can download is limited to 35kbps. That is certainly not enough for our pages and mp3s to load. Therefore I am going with one2host's gold hosting plan. We will have 300mbs of space with unlimited bandwidth and no download/upload speed caps. 300mbs is certainly enough for our files since brinkster only gave me 30mbs per account. The current crack collection is 28mbs, but that will surely change. If we need more space, we can find another host since 300mbs is the most they offer. *just as a note, the people in the staff section have done nothing at all for wolfyserver, their names are just there for later. not to brag, but i made everything myself. oh yeah, dan made that cute wolfy button on the bottom of the page. 4.18.02- It has been decided that wolfyserver.com will use anydotdomain.com's unix hosting and names4ever's domain registration. For $19.95, it is a two year registration. The hosting will be on a server with unlimited space- good for music, cracks, and warez. However, downloads will be capped, or limited to 35kbps. We this is reasonable since it is a crack site mostly. If for some reason this doesn't work out, like if 7gbs bandwidth isn't enough, we will move to one2host.com's unlimited & not capped 300mbs of space. Hosting for one2host is $6 a month and $9 for anydotdomain's. It seems quite reasonable and I will be covering that. Later on, when the site is up to its full potential, I will add a pay-pal donate feature to the site so we can e able to afford the best for site visitors. No profit will be made and we will be not accepting donations after our server fees have been fulfilled. The first few weeks will have estimated visitors of 3,000 a day. If everyone donated ten cents, we would therefore have $300 for an immortal domain name, unlimited space and bandwidth for our files, etc. At the peak point, we estimate 30,000 visitors a day. Donations can range from a penny to a dollar. 4.16.02- I uploaded the midis and other music, and fixed some url problems. Nothing much today, but just to say that the MP3s listed in the menu don't work because liquid2k does not allow them. And i forgot my 8ops password so I can't use that server, but just go to gaming force for the music and i'll have my domain bought this week or the next. In addition, i made some subtle changes, try to find them! Site Statistics- from 0,1 visitors to 30...heh we used to get 2500 a day. Anyways, the lapse in visitors is due to not updating the site for six months. 4.15.02- The Boston Marathon has just finished while i was working on wolfyserver. People from Kenya won once again. On a different note, i might be moving wolfyserver to a friend's ftp server. I think i would more likely buy my own domain. Name zero has finally released my .com so i don't have to pay fifty dollars to transfer. my host of choice one2host.com which is based in england. it is very affordable and offers extraordinary services. plus i know those english chums will leave my crack/warez site alone. it has unlimited bandwidth which is good for you and around 300-400mb space for me. not to worry about spacing, dan will lend me some of his ftp once he gets it and i have lots of patronizers. Nothing changed in the layout but the html names have been corrected so redirects will redirect accordingly. What you may notice is that the FAQs is somewhat larger and in the music section, i am proud to present final fantasy x music- both mp3s and well composed midis. the MP3s will be placed on a different server without bandwidth restriction. So my fellow wolfy cult members, keep waiting just a little longer and tell everyone about the rebirth. 4.12.02- After nearly ten months of neglect, i am giving wolfyserver one last chance. if i could only do one thing for society and my peers, this would be it. a lot has changed since last year and our closing. First the HTML scene is drastically different and curving towards an imac/opaque look. Also lots of buttons and introduction of php, css, asp, and cgi on amateur sites. So that will also be done here. By the way, visitors may notice the .com doesn't work anymore. seems it expired after a year of not paying. therefore until i pay $50 to reclaim wolfyserver.com and then pay monthly fees to host the name, the .com will be removed from all things possible- mainly the art. that means i will have to make some new pics. you may notice a revamp of the menu, albeit that is only temporary, and i have much more "beta" artwork i have to use and convert into banners & logos. Stay tuned! Wait! Also, for my junior year in high school (im sophomofo this year) i got accepted for both English Honours and AP Composition, plus US History AP. Another is that i am really pissed some idiot stole my html tutorial which i spent like 5 fucking hours on and said it was his. really hilarious when wolfyserver appears twenty times in the tutorial... i forgot the link but just search for 'wolfyserver' on google, or as my friend leon calls it "goggle" heh. 11.03.01- this news section will soon be replaced by newspro- really important news is usually on the frontpage. 5.28.01 - solved the problem with paintshop pro 7.02b, the newest, build8 crack from evc, is on downloads page. also added american mcgee's alice no-cd patch. i am now looking for partners for wolfyserver. email me for more details. Tamburlain : how do i protect my selffrom hackers? - typical lam3r conversation, download full here 5.27.01 - updated emu section for a little bit, added 5 new cracks, momentum is gaining, lots of visitors, and making tons of money! please pardon loading times due to invisible sponsers, however once i reach $100 a week, i will take them down and repost if necessary. 5.15.01 - i can now say wolfyserver.com is finally finished and we will be submitting the site to search engines next week. i am considering some toplists, but tend to stick with search engines. updated cracks - nero burning rom 5.5.1.8, added to meta description and keywords in html files. added a quotes section, which looks kind of corny, so i'll take it down later. 5.14.01 - updated everything, well almost. good thing is i finished the tutorials section which took a long time, and i'm sure everyone will like. i added about 20 new patches to the downloads section, performed a little maintenance, and that's about it. stats are 260-400 visitors daily, to see stats, go to console below the 2nd wolfyserver banner on the main page, and click s. 5.9.01 - well what have i been doing for half a month? I honestly don't know. what hasn't brinkster banned this site? i don't know either but i think they got tired of me signing up for a new account right after they delete one of mine. well i am finishing the website tutorials section, and working on new faqs. oh and also dvd drive came yesterday - creative dvd 12x w/ dxr3 decoder. a word of advice - always buy a dvd with a decoder card. shitz this has vga out, s video tv out with a composite adapter!, it has line out for surround sound speakers or just a 3 piece like mine. if you put it in line out, the sound is much more clear, no distortions. and it fits perfectly into my compact clicky door thing! and the hardest decision i have ever made was between a 3dfx voodoo5 5500 64mb pci and a geforce 2 MX400 pci. man, Glide is sweet, FSAA4x is sweet, and so are the cinematics effects. with that voodoo5, games never crash and i can play like zelda 64 on hle perfectly. but goddamn nvidia had to buy them out, no more drivers (the contract is still out there, no one wants to take it). the things that prevented me from buying the voodoo5 were the drivers issue, no t&l engine, not a GPU, and it did not have any mpeg or dvd hardware assist. come to think of it the geforce2mx is a lot better. it has full hdtv support, dvd assist, 200mhz core (like the gts), 166mhz ram (it's allright), 20 million triangles per second, 800 megatexels per second... and best of all detonator 3 drivers! 1.5x performance. can't wait till d4 is out. here is the review - http://firingsquad.gamers.com/hardware/gf2mx400/default.asp ; and i also added links in the links section on hardware and stuff. also i returned that ati radeon 32mb sdr pci - piece of crap... got me 15fps ut, my voodoo3 got 35. final fantasy VIII plays at 3fps. 4.24.01 - i'm back, couldn't really go online or do things, sorry about that. i updated cracks section, and i will make some minor changes to the site. well my vacation sucked, my dad took away my keyboard, so i had to fucking read books for 10 days, now my relatives are here and i can't use the computer in my room because they are fucking here.... grr! this .com name will expire soon, goddamn namezero and all this shit. don't post any offensive shit on my guestbook or request cracks there, use the mini ubb on the frontpage. bluelight & netzero review - bluelight: rosie o donnel's fucking worst isp ever, enough said. pros- at least it's free. cons- new imposed 20 hour limit that never gets updated and neither does your next 20 hour ration. disconnects every 30-40 minutes, whether idle or not - horrible if you play games online like Unreal Tournament. in addition, the software keeps updating itself without your permission - changing and adding bluelight shortcuts for your start menu, those updates also make it uncrackable but dialup exists even though you are disconnected every 30 minutes. these updates require bluelight to restart, so whenever the company feels like updating for no reason, you are disconnected and have to agree to some more gay terms. another thing that ticked me off was the announcing voice everytime there is a k mart special, but that can be changed in the preferences. bluelight's banner takes the most goddamn resources .. about 20 percent- after logging on and using it, with aim, and IE i have only 58% resources left (usually 84 with ie and aim open.) plus, i have 384 mb ram! all in all, this free isp sucks and the only suckers using it are fat white people who shop at kmart. netzero: clearly after 1stup's altavista freei, netzero is the only good remaining isp. it used to be unlimited and it used to be free, but times change and so does the stock market. i can't really blame netzero, it's just george bush, the shittiest president ever,'s fault. now there is netzero platinum service, just a regular isp for $9.95 a month, now with no banner, heh. for the majority of free users, you have a 40 hour limit, which is better than bluelight's offer. the best thing about this isp, is that dialup is very simple to achieve (go to downloads section). not much disconnects and fast service with regular netzero dialup. the catch is, every 2 hours or so, it automatically disconnects. however, i've been on for 3 or 4, it depends on idle time. btw, i have written an isp review page before for the previous wolfyservers, but they're outdated. 4.14.01 - booyeah, check out the new muthafucking layout biatches! damn straight, a mini ubb board on the frontpage and a dynamic script that tells how many visitors are looking at the fucking site right now. fucking yeah! 3:12 am now..... i need sleep. also, i added a quake 3 serial that works online, couple of patches, and 4 new cracks. 4.12.01 - updated many cracks, and added about 5 new ones. website seems to run fine, 300 visitors a day without any promotion or advertising. again roms section is not working. 4.11.01 - those fags at brinkster cancelled my site again, with it running 2 days, shortest time ever. 12th time i've been banned. also i've setup a lot of banner exchanges, reuploaded everything, i fucking hope my buddy is serious about giving me space on his .com. also roms section is not working, i will update it later. 4.09.01 - well, site temporary relaunches on brinkster.com, our mirrors luckily are still up, so i only have to upload cracks & html files, professional hosting in 2 weeks baby! what's to come- mp3s, cracking tools, DIVX Mp4 codecs, descriptions & tutorials. 3.21.01 - re-uploaded all the files on main server, mirrors almost done. i added some FF midis to the music section. the guestbook is going to close in 9 days. please email me with comments on how to improve user experience, or submit any rare cracks or info. -james 3.20.01 - sorry about the delays and broken links. today i added a few more cracks and am currently adding to the new layout. all finishings and reconstruction ends next week, with files all working. btw, my birthday is in 8 days, i can't wait! new site plans: for the most part, a chat frame at the body section to make the experience more interactive, since no body goes to the chat. a chat room would solve any questions you have, share cracks, and valuable information. i will make a close frame script available too. the only problem is the aesthetics, the frame would make the layout rather cluttered and ugly no? also an extensive FAQs section will be constructed with much terminology and explanations. 3.14.01 - uploaded yamaha XG-100 rare crack. FHAO brinkster has been shutdown, so warez will not work. all the files in the emu section work now, i am still uploading the others- audiocatalyst, woofenstein3d, etc. 3.08.01 - updated cracks section with working winRAR 2.8 keygen, some microsoft serials, and modem booster 2.3 keygen. tomorrow is friday! i had a 5 day weekend since school was cancelled because of snow for monday, tuesday, and wednesday. 3.06.01 - emergency backup server #2. please use cjb redirect for fastest access. redirect 1 http://www.wolfyserver.com redirect 2 http://wolfyserver.cjb.net frontpage news: Like the new banner? I certainly do, made it in photoshop with help from Polaroid PhotoMax Pro. The quote is from John Milton's Paradise Lost. Don't worry if you loved our previous banner, it is at the bottom of the page. Let's see, what else... Oh btw we have Prince of Persia (classic!) and Woofeinstein 3d full versions up for grabs in the cracks section. I am trying to find a keygen for Download Accelerator Plus 4.3, seems IRC has it. Exploits are back up, I did not add anything, sorries! I will in the future. 3.05.01 - 2:39 AM. Allright uploaded exploits section, but going to add a lot more, believe me. All files are working, 400 visitors a day average, life is good. email me if you know a good host or want to become affiliates. Files and html are mostly all uploaded. NameZero redirect is getting slow so we suggest you use the cjb.net redirection. Brinkster login is malfunctioning, I had some trouble uploading new stuff. Hotmail is not functioning right, so requests are unanswered. If you know a good free domain that does not check files or scan html pages, please email me. 3.02.01- ack C- on declamation grade, i guess i had stage fright and screwed up. anyways thanks a lot fucking liquid2k, banned our site, i have to transfer all our html/art files to http://website.lineone.net/~wolfyserver/ i read in the agreements they don't screen your material. if that is true, then lineone.net is the best host ever? 02.28.01 - wow 450 visitors a day now, improvement from just 30 a day. most of you are old wolfyserver visitors, since no links are traced from astalavista, crackspider, ilsearch, or my previous affiliations. most are from bookmarks and the rest are by word of mouth. next scheduled update will be this weekend, exploits and archives section will finally be finished, and i will list direct download links for the roms section. be patient! this site is not even supposed to be here, this is just a test. 02.20.01- Yay! finished uploading all our cracks to 2 servers. one is main, line one. other, geocities is mirror. don't forget about brinkster. tomorrow i will finish the exploits section. the cracks page took me another 5 hours, since of technicalities and the fact that i can only upload 1 file at a time. 02.20.01- emu & roms section finished! i am now working on reuploading all our cracks and having mirrors for the large files, especially the popular audiocatalyst and netzero dialup with dlls. our files are on geocities, which i know won't delete them. some are on brinkster, and i will have tons of mirrors. exploits section will be finished this week, so keep ur pants on till then. btw, i activated the banner exchanges again. can't fucking believe this, even geocities screws me over. 4 hours of uploading and changing hyperlinks.... users must now right click, and select 'save target as'. fucking bullshit, i will post brinkster mirrors as well. - woohoo! started our emulation and roms section. i finished 3 sections on the emu page- snes, n64, and gameboy. man am i fucking tired. i need partners!!! tomorrow i will finish that page and get started on the roms. liquid2k won't let me upload zip files so i will have to use brinkster again, sigh*. i will probably have to update links and upload every month because they will ban me. till then, au revoir! 02.17.01- added at the bottom of the left menu, a midi music selector. these are all my favorite techno translated into midi. good sound with base and techno strings, maybe it's just my Yamaha 128 voice midi hardware decoder? email me back @ jzhan86@hotmail.com if you like them, and would like to request some. also, i updated this news section and faqs, read them first before emailing me!!!. i would also like some staff, since managing this site is getting harder and harder with our new emu/rom, and then old exploits page, and ever changing cracks page. new 2-16-01- Well, it's been roughly one month since i stopped wolfyserver. And i've got to say, i really love this site. During the time this site was done, i have gotten many thank you emails or ones concerning this site, or offering ftp hosting. But, no thanks, I will do this all by myself, since that's how i started it 4 months ago. Ok let's see what's new this time around in wolfyserver2 (heh don't you just like that name? it's like a sequel). First off, all the original files will be uploaded. Old files will be deleted for the new ones I will post. We still have our guestbook (god bless you mycomputer.com, been with me for a whole year), chat account still there, and our few exploits and website tutorials. i will indeed add to those, plus a emu & roms section will be added. Notice, there will not be any roms hosted on this server, maybe some of my others. But mostly, i will update a couple of rare emulator packages, and give you the list of my respected roms sites, you can submit them too, I would appreciate it. Well our target launch date is around mid-march, but as you see, i have already completed 30% of our site, cause im soo krazy. Don't forget to sign our guestbook!! 2000 visitors a day and only 1 or no entry? comeon people! vote for us too, not because i am getting any money, but it will help others find such a fine site like this one. see ya! wolfyserver is now www.wolfyserver.com files have been transfered to non-ad brinkster server. all hyperlinks have been changed. files are all on fast brinkster servers Notice- Links outside of wolfyserver in search or navbar may not be clean. Happy Holidays! I haven't updated this site in a long time, too lazy anyways. Astalavista yet has to list my site again. i posted some all advantage cheaters. Netzero still works, but with complications. Starting next month, we only get 40 hours and you have to pay for unlimited ($9.95 still with a fucking banner that gives you popups every 10 secs). The future name i guess would be PayNet. future updates- add macromedia and microsoft keygens and cracks, change layout and frames, update nav bar, update links in search, put more website tutorials, hardware reviews, and exploits on site. also, getting a forum for users to interact with each other and request files there. sign the guestbook damnit! I get a around 50-100 visitors each day without anyone signing the guestbook. show your appreciation now! lol Also, I am going to put some Christmas decorations just in time for the holidays. Currently, brinkster is pissing me off. file uploader does not work, server slowing down, i can't update anything. also, hotmail is pissing me off. takes 5 minutes to load. 100bytes per second downloads (0.1kbps). BTW, i switched servers to 15, with new account- seems to work better. please update all hyperlinks. To all visitors: (December 12, 2000) I have received requests for many files- I am posting all cracks requested that i find. Please do not think I ignored anyone. Hotmail servers are under maintenance and inaccessible to me- so responses will take longer. In addition to that, my occasional extra updates were canceled this week due to the file manager at brinkster's .asp errors (damn newbies messing around with code). Please send all email to thatbiggbadwolfy@yahoo.com for now, send to hotmail account next-week. and people, please try to solve your problems first. I have to answer 24 emails a day, send cracks, troubleshoot, or give them my website address. I will put yet another extensive, and easy to understand FAQs section that will cover all common and technical questions and comments. Remember, this site is for the people. I made this site to help people. Notice that I am not making any money off this. I have even removed my tiny ad for ignifuge, whose legitimacy is currently under investigation. I will try to answer everyone's question or read their feedback. please direct your emails to either to my yahoo or hotmail accounts. Thank you, James.
Next week I am thinking about removing descriptions for cracks? Making those html files and writing reviews take a lot of time and effort, instead of posting lots of files, which i think everyone will benefit from? email me - jzhan86@hotmail.com News- Netzero Banner Ad crack, not any one of them, works. Email from Net Zero: "Hello NetZero Member, We have discovered that you are accessing NetZero without The ZeroPort loading and displaying advertisements. Without effective advertisements, we are unable to provide FREE Internet and FREE e-mail. Therefore, we have employed technology that disconnects any member who does not have The ZeroPort loaded within several minutes". Finally after a year, Netzero decides to do that, following altavista and other services. A decisive move of the company was buying out freei, which allowed users to access internet via DUN. Sadly enough, scrubs like myself will not benefit. But hey, i use altavista now, don't mind the banner, doesn't slow down my system. but with all advantage bar and many apps running, it can be a clutter. New- I updated left frame, and some links. I put up search engines in search page, and am going to put some more later on. Also, files are all transferred to brinkster. i added flash 5 keygen and half life no cd crack New- Okay. i won't be updating for like a week since it's the holidays and stuff. also i will post DFX 4.2 crack- stupid updates. and i won't have much time to devote to wolfyserver cause of school and myself. New- audiocatalyst is uploaded on brinkster- very fast 6kbps via modem, took 20 min to upload. guestbook is back, i deleted the 200 spams and added entry approval, i have to approve entries before they are posted, so mass spams will not do anything- use www.wolfyserver.com to access website, may not work all the time. instead just use http://wolfyserver.cjb.net CuteFTP and WinRAR cracks added to database. no more java errors on this site anymore, completely viewable with IE 4+, Netscape 4-6, and yes, even AOL- though AOL users to stupid to get software cracks, they pay for the internet $30 a month, while we get same free, they pay for software, while we get them for free also. Also, I will have to update this site not so often, because I have to do slave labor for www.rpgserver.com seems I have to make a banner or do a ROMs section. lot of visitors here too. next week, ill put up a free ISP & website hosting review. November - altavista crack doesn't work, and none will, don't email me about that anymore. submit wolf is impossible to crack, crack was removed because it communicates with trellian each time program is launched. note- all files are still accessible in search. oh, and i added new cracks- nero burning rom crack by CORE and blizzard's jasc paint shop 7.02 & also animation shop 3. in addition, i changed the site layout, adding hardware reviews and some pictures. i don't really know what to add or what cracks i should upload - please email me with all your comments and requests. as a side note, i have been thinking about joining a ring or some top sites thing to bring in traffic, but i don't like the ugly ads. also tell me if you get any errors here, i and my friends experienced none with IE 5, but unsure of other browsers. -james new- i registered http://www.wolfyserver.com on name zero, gonna take a while to get the email. meanwhile i will transfer the html files to homestead, which puts a frame banner, which i can remove with java script, same thing with namezero. i just don't like my visitors getting java errors on cjb. |